This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time - I will fall
Into a place that fails us all - inside
had TP open hse performance on thurs.
had my dose of 'eating air' with Yani, Joel and David's Gf. (i frgt her name)
thanks to Yanie and Aaron for thurs.
had my dose of 'bubble tea plus excessive bubbles','long walk home' and 'feet stepping' with them.
thank you.
This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see
you got me there with your 'i-dont-know'
It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time
you just had your easy way out of this
Last night I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed
Tongue tied and overloaded
You never notice
you got me thinking so much
Am I more than you bargained for yet?
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week.
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum.
I'm just a notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song
you got me there when you said 'i'll make it up to you someday'
I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the scattered sins
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie
You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
you got me with your 'its not you'
Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it's say
I guess I feel alright
you got me with your promises
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of the truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.
not blaming
And I feel a weakness coming on
It never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lock down
And then you turned me all around
And I feel like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded
not angry,anymore
And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am
numb
Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard
talk to me if you need to,cos im obliged to know
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
be happy
Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?
thank you, for everything
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
im okay.
just broken.
with a dead soul.
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and to the regular tagboard pple,
you're treating my tagboard like MSN mass convo mann. heh. -_-
to Jac, Aaron, See Hua.. i've updated!
to See Hua, see.. i've updated. and you promised to smile after i updated. so, SMILE mummmmmsy!
to Asmah, thank you. i cant thank you enough. but thank you. appreciated.
to Afifah, sorry and thank you for today. lovelove.
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monday - PIA assignment submission
tuesday - IPT role play
wednesday - CSAS mock interview
bpharm test somewhere during the week.
did IPT interview and bpharm presentation on friday. thanks Haryanie for sabotaging me. you watch out, you. :P
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TP Band Presents
Musique D' Ensemble
TP Library podium (level 3)
22 January, Thursday
12:15PM-12:55PM
1:15PM-1:55PM
pls come and support. =) a few sections will be playing (frgt which) including the trombones. heh. we're playing Loch Lomond anw.
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okay, back to PIA assignment. damn melamine.
oh crap. i cant even open my e.mail now.
fkemjfenfuinwejenejwknkmanw.
xoxo
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