Songs for you, truths for me

Finding Nirvana,

2009-06-18T03:42:00.003+08:00

ALL APOLOGIES.

Mad World

2009-05-26T00:31:00.005+08:00

All around are me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

(Chorus)

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, Mad world

Children waiting for the day the feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
And they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

[Chorus]

And I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I fine it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very
Mad world, Mad world
Mad world, Mad world

"Aint No Sunshine..."

2009-05-15T00:11:00.005+08:00

IZZIE: "I think it was a stroke. He was prone to blood clots. A clot could have formed on his sutures and traveled to his brain. It only takes a second."

MEREDITH: "Izzie-"

IZZIE: "Dr. Hahn did a beautiful job on the surgery. I don't know why I didn't think of blood clots. He died all alone. He was alone."

GEORGE: "There's nothing you could have done."

IZZIE: "I changed my dress three times. I wanted to look nice. I would have been here sooner. But I couldn't figure out which dress to wear."

--T. R. Knight as Dr. George O'Malley
--Ellen Pompeo as Dr. Meredith Grey
--Katherine Heigl as Dr. Izzie Stevens

Another loss.

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TAGGGGGGGGS

Sofia: removed! lovelove.
Parrot: :))
Fifah: Hiiiiiii!
Hua: huhhh? i diddd? =x
rb: dont you wah lao me. 1 week.
Lydia: alrighty! :)

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TAKE CARE! Adam & Kris. :)

I'm going home....where your love has always been enough for me.

2009-05-10T03:48:00.009+08:00

"A mother is a person who seeing there are only four pieces of pie for five people, promptly announces she never did care for pie. "
-Tenneva Jordan

Happy Mother's Day! :)
I love my mom. more than chocolates and ice creams.
more than myself, actually.

oh! happy mother's day to Hua mummmmy too!

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TAGGGGGGGS

Parrot: cGMP is not slacking at alllllll. :( anw, hope u're well!!!
Min: *HUGS*
Fifah: So if you have a minute why don't we go.. Talk about it somewhere only we know. ((:
Hua: muuuuumzie! *HUGS* happpppy mother's day!!
rb: you jy tooo!!!! be faithful!!! HAHAH
k.: KEVIN GOH JIA JUN?! how'd you knw my blog? stalk me... hehhhh!

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poor youuuu.. just put on that 'green net' regardless of the inconvenience caused. bear with it...

If today was your last day,

2009-05-02T23:57:00.004+08:00

It's been so long since I last updated.

As some of ya'll know.. my grandmother passed away on wednesday, 29th April. thanks for all the concerns and condolences. may all your prayers be with her. what saddens me most was the last memory that i had of her on 10th April, at the hospital (see the post before this) when she had great difficulty breathing. :(
...im not gonna elaborate further here.

School resumed on 20th April. there's alrd PMT assignment, PMT lab report, cGMP PBL to be done.. cGMP is 100% PBL, btw. and we'll have to start on DPP prescription journal soon. oh! PMT lab is held in the clean room. so, we have to gown up, wear gloves, face masks and this plastic blue thing which covers the shoe every week. (we look like astronauts, btw) troublesome. and it didn't help when they had this fire drill practise halfway thru the practical last week. -.- we had to gown up twice!! tsk. PA starts only on 2nd term, replacing PMT. timetable is okay compared to last sem. plus, there's no school on fridays!!

and, i love all my little cousins. didnt get to see them todayy and didn't sleepover at my grandparents' with them too. (they planned to watch this malay ghost movie, 'Congkak', on suria together. and they even planned to slap whoever sleeps first before the movie ends. must rmbr to ask who got slapped tml.) cos i had to start on my research somehow. nvm!! will be seeing them tml and mayb on tuesday.

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TAGGGGGGS

Sofia: hiiiiiii, Ms Bee!
Parrot: thanks! im well alrd! and i love my 'healthy face' on your blog too. missssss you. :)
Val: yes! Mr asmadi got married. got himself a very sweet looking wife. i missssss you too! anw, when's your SIP? hope to bump into you in school soon!
Santi: hey you!

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i like U2. how about you?
thanks for the mini-sleepover yesterday. very entertaining. HAHAH

I want to sleep in the city that never wakes up and revel in nostalgia.

2009-04-10T15:04:00.007+08:00

To: BMB

please dont be remorseful about the result. please dont think about regretting or the 'what could have been' or 'what ifs' or 'i should have'. just dont look back and regret. look towards the next SYF. doesnt matter whether its bronze, silver, gold or even COP.. every single one of you will always have a special place in my heart.

from the horny Axel, to the lame guy Syed, to the cute and sweet Dianah and Amy, to the little trumpet boy Syafiq, to the hyperactive Sharon, to the ever-smiling Farhanisa and saving the best for the last.. to the most lovable section of all, the nine trombonists whom i loveeeee dearly. :)

i can rmbr each of every one's faces clearly. the disappointed faces, that broke my heart. please dont look at it as if its a bad thing. you've gained both experience and friendship. and getting bronze does not mean that you're a failure or anything. you've heard Mr Leng's explanation. you knew what happened. nevertheless, we, the seniors, will always be here, there for you guys. :) Love you all!

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Happy Belated Bdae to NURUL! :) nice chatting with you yesterday, till the break of dawn. heh. please, stop. its suicidal. =x

Grandma didnt look so well. difficulty breathing. sigh.

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Hagens: Noooooooooooo. i wont be ditching James Morrison so soon. not until i find someone with lovely vocals to get me through. HAHAHAHA.
Tasha: Welcome!! and see you next week kays? have a safe journey!
Parrot: No worries! see you soon!
Fuzzy: Hellooo you! :)
Hua: Updated!! Heeee!

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okay, im gg to indulge myself with endless hours of TV and 'Eclipse'.
Bye!

"im not talking to you"

"...personal brand of Heroine.."

2009-04-05T23:44:00.005+08:00

OOOkay, okay people. chillax. im updating... even fanpizzabutterfly is complaining. heeeeeehe! :)

hols are coming to an end. approx 14 more days till school reopens! year 3, here i come! i can foresee a lot of PBL(Problem Based Learning). more like.. projects, here i come! sheeesh. not looking forward. but! im looking forward to meet Nisa, Nataaaaaasha, Mad, Madh, Jenna again! :) Madh's having this performance on the 10th-12th April at Victoria Concert Hall. hope the girls, quote: people whom i loovveeee dearly, can make it. HEH! :))

i've occupied my weekends with TV the whole day. i got kind of addicted to American Idol. Heeee. go, Chris and Danny! :)

2 more days to Bartley's SYF!! all the besttt!! of cos, i'll be there to witness the whole thing. but pleaseeeeee calm the nerves pple! may the force be with you! arrrrgggghhhh. *hyperventilate*

and i've alrd made plans for the next 2 weeks (before school reopens). excited. hehehheeeee! :)

OH! and i finally finally, read Twilight. yes, finally. after the craze is over. lagging, i know. and i watched the movie on the net twice. yes, twice. HAHAAHHAHAHAHA. i can foresee the third or fourth or sixth time. heh. but even so, the book is much more better than the movie. much more detailed. i cant wait to get the second book from Afifah. heee!

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TAGGGGGGS!

Hua/Mu: updated! :)
Fanpizzabutterfly: its okayyyy. boring rigggght? i knoww. HAHAHA! whats with LAWN LEE? and, you wont dare set the cat on me. you wont, right? heheheee! :)
Hudgens: PLEASE, chiilllll and relax. dont think about it kays? especially about the 'D' word. or i seriously will FLY to serangoon and ______________. i'll be here. whenever, or wherever you need me. :) loads of love. Y

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I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.

No, it don't breakeven.

2009-03-15T23:03:00.005+08:00

Congrats to Mr Asmadi on his big day. :)
God Bless the Newly Wed.
im so so happy for him. :) :)
i really miss his mother tongue lessons.

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Friday, 13th
(during Band, Yani suddenly turned around and looked at me)

Yani: why you call me?
Me: huh?
Yani: why you call me?
Me: huh? what?
Yani: why you call me?
Me: huh? when did I call you?
Yani: (shows phone) -.-
Me: eh shit! hahahhahaha!
Me: (turns to Jac) eh, my butt just called Yani.
Jac: hahahha, wth!!

(after Band, while walking to MacD)

Jac: just now during band, damn funny. Aqidah suddenly turn to me and said her butt called you.
Yani: yah, i was shocked when she called me. so i purposely pick up the phone.
Me: you picked up!? 0.0
Jac: hahahhahahhaa! purposely pick up! (include excessive laughter here)
Yani: yalah, you didnt see the call is green meh?

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!
watching 'Coming Soon' with the band clique tml! can't wait. :)

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TAGGGGGGGGGGGGS

Jac: HAHAHAHHA, Jac got jac-ked. its MCR.
Saras/Sofia/Kiran/Santi/Lydia/Fadilah: HELLO :))
Zan Efron: welcome!! :) ahahha. chill. it won't be THAT bad, right?
Fifah Hudgens: -.- you and shahizan can stop the 'High School Musical' addict thingy. (referring to both of your last names.) HAHAHAHHA. anw, im alright. thanks to youuuuu. thanks for the blog post. :)) anw, i frgt whether i got berak out the sushi or not. have i? have i? did i tell you? i think i did. MSG ME ONCE YOU'RE BACK FROM YOUR GETAWAY. ps. i know you miss me. heh.
Parrot: RAZZZZZZZZ! i will stay cheer, cheer, cheerful! dont worrry. :)
Hua: HELLOOO!! hahah, im not sure!! when are you freeeee?
Derrick: heyy!! i doubt im going.
Fanpizzabutterfly: awwww, youuu. :)) im clean & mucus -less now, thanks to youuuu. will pray, pleaseeee tryy. =)

Love, save the empty.

2009-03-07T18:57:00.007+08:00

Tuesday -3rd March
He's Just Not That Into You.

"He's Just Not That Into You tells the stories of a group of interconnected, Baltimore-based twenty- and thirtysomethings as they navigate their various relationships from the shallow end of the dating pool through the deep, murky waters of married life trying to read the signs of the opposite sex... and hoping to be the exceptions to the "no-exceptions" rule."

credits/to find out more: He's Just Not That Into You

before that, Afifah baked a cake for me! chocolate cake! tasted like brownies tho. but still!! its chocolate! who cares? heh. thanks!! (eh, its not poo cake okay! tsk)

Friday -6th March

Dad's 49th Birthday!! :)) may God bless him with good gooooood health!!!

so, there's this Thai conductor who came and taught the band. apparently the band had improved since the last time we came. well wishes for 8th April, SYF! practise hard ppl!!

anw anw! i had fun crapping/joking/laughing with the juniors in the store room. Afifah and I shared our best memories in band (from sec 1 moments to the SYF moments to pumping moments) with the juniors. mannnn, those memories always made me laugh. =) hahaha. we took a few pictures! and it was damn damn hilarious!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH. then we headed off to the canteen and continue with our 'gossips'. with Shahizan being the thorn among the roses, we talked about poly life and etc. all the best, Shahizan. *pat on the back. oh yeah, they still got the 'hall of fame' in the store room. yes yes, you can see my sec 2 picture and the rest of the committee members' picture up there. classics.

had chocolate sundae at Macs with Afifah. yummmmmeh!

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and so, the truth slapped hard on your face yesterday. but why? why? why? i thought you've moved on? why? why? and why are you listening to 'My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You' over and over again? knowing that, 'THAT' song was the starter of the whole thing. 8 months had gone by. when are you going to be selfish and think about yourself? only yourself. your feelings? only your feelings. your 'cotton' heart? the broken heart. why do you still have THAT much patience after all that happened? dont you think its about time you've had enough? apparently, he'd moved on. its about time, you did too.

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TAGGGGGGGS

okay, tags are way overdue. HAHAHAHAHA. so, i'll just reply the latest -est ones.

Min: BOO!
Mu & Carissa: happy very very belated vday!
Huihong: no problem!! best best best wishes! :)
Fuzzy: see you soooon! :)
Asmah: hello you! im finee, im fineee. hope you're doing fine! :)
Hua: hahah, updated alrd!
Tasha & Nisa: lets go out!!! tasha, the amingo part was damn classic okay. HAHAHAHHHAHA. amingo mingo mango amigo. HAHAHAHAH. nisa, i'll msg you. dont worrrry! :)
Jac: updated! eh, come online. i've got things to tell you. muahahahah.
fiufah aka fifah: HAHAAHAHAH, not poo cake!!! updated, as promised! :)

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you fanpizzabutterfly- stalker, you.

On the corner of first and Amistad,

2009-02-21T23:36:00.004+08:00

A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success.
"Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today."
This is the man who discovered electricity.

You think more people would listen to what he had to say.

I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear.
Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong?

What if you're making a mistake you can't undo?
The early bird catches the worm.

A stitch in time saves nine.

He who hesitates is lost.

We can't pretend we hadn't been told.
We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day.

Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves.

We have to make our own mistakes.
We have to learn our own lessons.

We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore.

Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant.
That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.

--Ellen Pompeo as Dr. Meredith Grey

We'll write a song.. that turns out the lights,

2009-02-15T00:54:00.004+08:00

16 February - PIA
17 February - DDCT
18 February - IPT
20 February - BPHARM
26 February - PMIC

Helllloooooo examssssssss! wont be updating till whenever.
all the best people!!! =))

We'll dance inside the song,

2009-02-01T20:01:00.006+08:00

There's a point in your life when you get tired of fixing everything and
trying to make everyone happy.
When you finally decide to quit, it's NOT giving up.
Its realizing you dont need certain people,
and the bullshit they bring in to your life.

----Katherine Heigl as Dr. Izzie Stevens

hmmm, lets see.
two days off from school, yay CNY!
i think CSAS 4 interview was like crap.
ikea outing w yanie and razzzzy.
dose of continuous laughing while watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S with niiiiiiiisa.

(stripper who is short and chubbyy in police uniform & phoebe.
stripper: come on babyy! you're under arrest!
phoebe: yeah, cardiac arrest. -.-
AHHAHAHAHH! the band clique had a dose of my lame -ness after band. heh. soooo, whats greeeeeeeeeen and it says 'hi! i'm a frog?' HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA)

sexaye mu en became SL. yayyyyyyyy yayyyyyy!
jaclyn kept on jumping.
im calling her jumping JAC from now on.
phone call.
unproductive weekend.
exams in 2 weeks time.
im dead.
uh-huh.

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tasha; HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA, hiiiii!
parrot; eh, play 'guess the sketch' again!
nisa; i saved your assss nisa! heh heh. :))
kiran; hi primaaaaa! i nvr say cannot. -.-
hua; DIGIMON! hahah, all this -mon cartoons. ohhhh, poor aaron. mummmsy dont wanna choose him. =( how abt me!!!?
jac; HAHAHAHHAHHAAHAHAH updated, jumping jac!

Adrienne

2009-01-24T21:29:00.005+08:00

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.
* yani and mummmsssyyyy see hua tagggged me.

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- if you dont wanna love me ;james morrison
(??)

2) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- nine in the afternoon ;panic at the disco
(Back to the street where we began, feeling as good as lovers can, you know. Yeah, we're feeling so goooood..)

3) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- dance hall drug ;boys like girls
(?? high on drugs?)

4) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- if i could be like that ;3 doors down
(nooo. i did not live my life like thatttt.)

5) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- feng ;jay chou
(???)

6) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- once when i was little ;james morrison
(!!!)

7) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
- dance inside ;the all american rejects
(heh..)

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- just dance ;lady gaga
(hehhh)

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
- fall for you ;secondhand serenade

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- sweetness ;jimmy eat world
(yeah, they're crazzzyyy)

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- deep and meaningless ;rooster

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- hold on ;jonas brothers
(heh!)

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- iris ;goo goo dolls

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- blind ;lifehouse
(blind!?)

15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- decode ;paramore

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- broken strings ;james morrison/nelly furtado
(omggg, might as well dont get married. -.-)

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- crawling back to you ;backstreet boys
(righttt...)

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- five minutes to midnight ;boys like girls
(??)

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- angels or devils ;dishwalla
(muahahha. i know who's the devil. the one who always type (6) everywhere)

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
- superhuman ;chris brown/keri hilson
(??? but thats the best thing that could happen!)

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
- please dont stop the rain ;james morrison
(i want it to be rainingggg)

22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
- check yes juliet ;we the kings
(run, baby runnnnnnn, dont ever look back.. they'll tear us apart, if you give them a chance..)

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
- hero/heroine ;boys like girls
(awww. my herooooo)

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
- tongue tied ;faber drive
(righttt...)

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
- i think God can explain ;splender
(right...)

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
- im like a lawyer with the way im always trying to get you off (me & you) ;fall out boys
(We're the new face of failure, prettier and younger but not any better off, bullet proof loneliness, at best, at best..)

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
- you dont miss your water ;craig david
(noooo link)

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
- about a girl ;the academy is...
(I'm not in love, this is not my heart, i'm not gonna waste these words.. about a girl..
and no. i wont turn back the time. i wont live life with regrets.)

29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
- wont go home without you ;maroon 5
(The weight of the things that remain unspoken...built up so much, it crushed us every day..)

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- adrienne ;the calling

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kiran; muahahha. you do the perv leg again, then i tell prima. :P
dalston; thank you! =) thank you for watching & supporting! hehe.
hariani; hahahha, okayyyy. i miss my mango green tea. =(
raz; hahha, are you serious!? start from hougang ah. then end at east coast. muahaha.
hua; hahah, i got twoooo. jac jac and aaron. choose one. heh.
qh; hehe, not really a fan.. but he conveyed a good msg. so, why not? heh. helloo!!

Noone's ever gonna bring me down again,

2009-01-17T20:28:00.005+08:00

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last change to feel again

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hua: thanks mummmmsyyyyy! =) im smilling! hee! update alrd. finally saw you on friday. why arent you living with me and mei mei?

hariani: thank you, yanie! =) lovelove. mock meat. mock meat. mock meat. yeah and its mummsy. mumzie sounds like mooozie aka mosquito. and she is really david's gf. hehe. no nooo. no more feet stepping. i want the bubble tea with excessive bubbles instead! oh yeah, thanks for sending me that song. you know, 'that' song. HAHA.

fifah: haha. afifah fifah fifa fifo! meet soon? then we can have our dose of excessive laughter & secrets. muahahahahahahah. evil evil. xoxo

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damn gay. bwahahhahahahahaahaha. lets do it someday again. i had fun talking to your little friends. =) btw, he's kiran. if you guys cant recognise him . muahahhahahahaha.

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back to IPT pbl #3.
lalalala.

Deep and meaningless,

2009-01-10T14:06:00.005+08:00

crappy week.

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time - I will fall
Into a place that fails us all - inside

had TP open hse performance on thurs.
had my dose of 'eating air' with Yani, Joel and David's Gf. (i frgt her name)
thanks to Yanie and Aaron for thurs.
had my dose of 'bubble tea plus excessive bubbles','long walk home' and 'feet stepping' with them.
thank you.

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

you got me there with your 'i-dont-know'

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

you just had your easy way out of this

Last night I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed
Tongue tied and overloaded
You never notice

you got me thinking so much

Am I more than you bargained for yet?
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week.
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum.
I'm just a notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song

you got me there when you said 'i'll make it up to you someday'

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the scattered sins
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie
You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

you got me with your 'its not you'

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it's say
I guess I feel alright

you got me with your promises

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of the truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.

not blaming

And I feel a weakness coming on
It never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lock down
And then you turned me all around
And I feel like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

not angry,anymore

And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am

numb

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard

talk to me if you need to,cos im obliged to know

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

be happy

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

thank you, for everything

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

im okay.
just broken.
with a dead soul.

--

and to the regular tagboard pple,
you're treating my tagboard like MSN mass convo mann. heh. -_-

to Jac, Aaron, See Hua.. i've updated!
to See Hua, see.. i've updated. and you promised to smile after i updated. so, SMILE mummmmmsy!

to Asmah, thank you. i cant thank you enough. but thank you. appreciated.

to Afifah, sorry and thank you for today. lovelove.

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monday - PIA assignment submission
tuesday - IPT role play
wednesday - CSAS mock interview
bpharm test somewhere during the week.

did IPT interview and bpharm presentation on friday. thanks Haryanie for sabotaging me. you watch out, you. :P

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TP Band Presents
Musique D' Ensemble
TP Library podium (level 3)
22 January, Thursday
12:15PM-12:55PM
1:15PM-1:55PM

pls come and support. =) a few sections will be playing (frgt which) including the trombones. heh. we're playing Loch Lomond anw.

--

okay, back to PIA assignment. damn melamine.
oh crap. i cant even open my e.mail now.
fkemjfenfuinwejenejwknkmanw.

xoxo

From Singapore to Nepal,

2009-01-04T00:04:00.005+08:00

4th January

to a person, close to the heart but who is 958934876976873458748578934 miles away..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMO-STUFF!

hope life is great over there. where mountains are high, where the weather is cold, where... wait! sure its great. *smacks head* you've alrd found a herherher. heh. =) stay happy and dont EMO pls. sooooo much stories you have yet to tell me. stop playing games or flinging food at me on facebook and talk to me in msn alrd. -_-

hope you have a blast today. all the best for ur future endeavours and may you have many many many many good returns of the day! misssssssssss you, kiran!

♥

Why?

2009-01-02T02:50:00.000+08:00

there's so much my heart can take.

Hello and Goodbye,

2009-01-01T14:08:00.004+08:00

Goodbye, 2008.

experienced a fair share of good memories, unexpected moments, heartaches, angst, disappointments, depression, emotionally disturbed moments, broken moments, joy, laughing moments, loved, appreciated, slacking, 'what-happened-to-promises moments', bonding, crazy, facade and lastly, hyperventilating moments at the very last minute of 2008.

thank God for family.
thank God for friends.

thank God for Afifah.
(thanks for being there thru my everything, anything)

thank God for TP clique. Natasha, Nisa, Madura, Madhavi.
(thanks for being there thru my heartaches, slacking, angst, joy, laughters, broken moments)

thank God for TP trombonist. Jaclyn, Mu en, uncle Zhe xing, ah gong Yong woei, See Hua.
(thanks for being there thru my joy, appreciated, laughing moments, slacking, bonding moments)

thank God for TP band clique, Yani, Raz, Aaron, Wang min.
(thanks for being there thru my joy, loved, laughing and crazy moments)

thank God for the rest of ppl who came into my life in 2008.

thank God for you.

so much words to say. so much emotions to express. so much things happen.
but i kept my emotions well. *tap on the back.

Hello, 2009.

okayyy, back to bpharm project.

Hero/Heroine

2008-12-28T01:24:00.000+08:00

And I feel a weakness coming on
It never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me all around
And I feel like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded
And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

throw a wreath at (SuperPoke!),

2008-12-24T20:12:00.002+08:00

hellooooo Jac and See Hua!! my blog's not dead okay. tsk.
it has only been a weeek, people. chilllllllllllllllllllll. heh.

helloooooo nisa! still waiting for my Fed Ex -ed cookies? heh.

Thursday,
went to wild wild wet and get myself sunburnt. (im darker than you pple now! hah.)
crashed into 4E3 class chalet. (okay, wasn't crashing. i was invited)

Friday,
Aaron da Bacin, you watch out. i still hadn't forget abt you poking me with the drumsticks last prac okay. watch out watch out watch out watch out.
thanks for slapping my burnt arms during practise, Jac. band prac was fun. well, at least at the trombone side. heh. we were laughing at every single thing. plus Jac's childish game of 'tsk tsk' -ing.
received chocs from Law Wei and Jing Ting. some spongebob thing (yay!!!!) and lollipop from wang min. supposedly marshmallows from Jac. but it contains gelatin. (i know the secrets of the marshmallows, Jac!)
thanks to Joel for slapping my burnt arms after practise. he ended up slapped, kicked, stepped by me. heh. stress reliever.
hellooooooo raz! hellooooo yanie! hellooooo uncle zx! lets crap at the bustop again! again! again!
and we were still laughing in the bus. -_-
crazy people. but i like. hehhehe. another stress reliever.

Wednesday,
had bphar meeeeeeting in the morning.
and i just had dinner. im soooooo full.
im happy cos im full. im full cos im happy.

anw, tml's xmas! ho ho ho!

Paper bags and plastic hearts,

2008-12-16T23:49:00.008+08:00

Tags Replies, (omg. where shld i start!?)

Mu: Hello sexayeeeee! =)

Fazilah: Thanks for coming to my concert and welcome! =) see you soooooon! lovelove.

Kiran: Misssss you too! you still owe me a story, kiran. -_-

Aaron: heyyyyyyy bacin-chain! updated all pictures in Facebook. tagged you all alrd. =)

Parrot: wei, what lame dear!? i can still walk. sigh.. =(
and, you better keep your wallet carefully! if lost again, it might not be in the hands of another kind soul. *cough cough =D
and and, i can actually count how many times you tagged my tagboard to ask me update. -_-
and and and, eh. i got thru the role-play! yay! there's another role-play when sch starts! you two must rehearse with me again!! hehe.
and and and and, i said a medical jargon while role-playing! =( and lucky i went thru w you all! or else i'll say gastrointestinal interactions in my role play. but i didnt cos i saw ur handwriting stating 'diahorrea'.
hehe, thankx razzzzy! lovelove!

Hua: *jumps up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down* hello my beloved senior and mummmmmy!! =)
and, thats not being creative. poor hammmmmy!! sighhh. i think she needs to see a vet soon. gasp! i haven been feeding her. since.... 395789345783467438 months ago. heh.

Jac: jaccccccccccccccccccccc! not qinghua (see hua) its qing hui. LOL! lalalalalaaaaa.

Lydia: No problemo. =) chins up! stay happy. just know that you deserve better alright.

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i've alrd got 5 (3 on monday, 1 on tuesday, 1 on friday) prj meetings on the first week of hols. i knowwww. but im squeezing all this movie outings, lunch outing, bbq, meet ups just to make my 'hols' more fulfilling.
i mean, this IS suppose to be a holiday right? a time for US to have a break from PROJECTS. how come i see my course ppl making Library level 5, their 2nd home? i bet they're doing their IPT summary notes or doing Bphar or PIA research now. sighhh. i'll just leave them all till tml.

argh. i want to go overseas toooooo. somewhere breathtaking with good FOOD. yummeh!

When you lowwweeeeerr me down,

2008-12-02T20:26:00.004+08:00

"Good Afternoon, I'll be your Pharmacist for today. How can I help you?"

not looking forward to thursday's role-play. =(
hope I can get nicotine addiction cause its easier to explain during patient counselling. heh.
nasal congestion & runny nose, non-productive & productive cough is confirm coming out.
it all depends on which scene Ms Tan wants to act out.

anw, term tests is just next week.

Tuesday - PMIC and CSAS
Thurday- Bphar and PIA
Friday- IPT and DDCT

okay, back to DDCT report.
byyyyyyyyyyyye! (L)

Its the 'James Morrison' season,

2008-11-26T20:06:00.005+08:00

If only i have the ability to stop thinking, dreaming, being paranoid...

i would.

"People who said that they enjoyed being under the sun, have not walked in the rain before"

Slight turn of the head, eyes down when you said..

2008-11-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

(press play to listen)

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again
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Insufficient sleep/late nights plus a lot of projects has finally taken its toll on me.
Im feeling so sick/horrible/emotionally and physically drained now.
But I’ve got to prepare for 2 interviews next week plus one quiz. I hope its due to the 3 hrs of sleep I had yesterday. Cos I can just sleep more today to make myself feel much better by tml or smth.

(Anw, concert was okay. What I was dreading to happen didn’t happen. Which is... good I guess? Will update more abt the concert the next time I post. plus pictures. =D)

So, yesterday I reached home arnd 12plus. Washed up and immediately do research for Bpharm meeting which is today at 10am. Researching is so hard when everything in the internet is not relevant. Sighhh! So, I researched till like 3 plus 4. I woke up this morning and felt sooooooooo horrible man.

Okay, im going to tag pple’s blog(s) and start compiling stuffs for IPT interview. Might be sleeping late again today.

xoxo.

First post since school starts,

2008-11-09T20:28:00.003+08:00

1 project report, 2 summary notes, 1 lab report, 2 quizzes.
next week.
pls, SL.. no sectionals on tuesday pls.

oh, concert on friday, 14th Nov.
may it be a good one. =)

will reply tags soon kay y'all. or have a proper update soon.
mayb. probably.

so much for weekends. sigh!
bye.

oh that time, me and raz nearly get knocked down by a taxi after band.
i wasnt sure what was happening. which is not surprising at all. haah.
but i can still remember Aaron's girlish scream. he went 'AHHHHHHH!'
very high pitch. very high. pitched.
Aaron Aaron. that bachain-chain.

Together we'll be running somewhere new,

2008-10-11T16:19:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh, i think im cursed ah.
my wireless decided to die on me.
waiting for my brother to come homeeeeeee to fix it. which is like in 6 days time.
tsk.
school's starting and im not ready.
band's concert on 14th november. (will update more some other time)

till then i'll be watching tv and get fat.
bye.

Better in time,

2008-09-30T22:47:00.004+08:00

it's been awhile. so,

Jac: i miss uncle zhe xing tooooo! BUT, he'll be back in 17 days. okay, depending on what day you're viewing this post.

hz: HELLO!

lee: haha, selamat hari raya to you!! =)

Fifah: done that. =D

Fazilah: haha, nope. don't have cable here. =)

hanis: heyhey! i miss you tooo! and of course, the gossip sessions. cikgu Asmadi kept on scolding us. and the numerous times he tried to change your seat but, you always come back to me. hahaha. im doing okay. hope you're doing great!

sofia: yay! haha.

parrot: haha, lets go!! when where who? ;)

lp: HELLO pinggggg!

this month, i've learnt a lot. mostly on experience. of course, every year there'll be different experiences. but this year's experience, im not sure if i can forget it easily in years to come. so much to say, so much to type. but i cant even express myself to save my own life. so i guess, im going to let it all pass. but im fine. *inserts wide smile*

to: you-know-who
be strongggggg. hearts made of steel. gather yourself. i guess God has His way. but i believe, there's always a brighter side of things after the dark moments. there's always a reason to why things happen. mayb you won't get the reason or answer 'why' is it like this now. but one day you will and i bet, you're gonna shine. be happy. and smile, cos you deserve it. as usual, im at ur service 24/7. =)

this month is coming to an end. tml is alrd Hari Raya. so im gonna wish all muslim readers,
Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
from the bottom of my heart. =D

oh yah to TPband, have fun performing at the istana tml!!
and, to the trombonist.. JIAYOU! =) but most importantly, ya'll must have fun kay. dont let ah-gong yong woei bully. girl power! wheeee! see you guys on friday. i know you all miss me ah. ;) stay sexaye~

a few days back, i took this personality quiz or something. its also the day i reflect on myself. mayb because nowadays i'll get this 'monstrous' feeling whenever little things happens. monstrous cause i feel like a monster whenever this feeling comes. hahaa. like this unreasonable self-centered person.
mayb you guys didnt see it. but mayb some of you did. hahahhaa.
but, i felt it within me. it feels like i dont even know myself anymore. cause for someone like me, to feel angst almost every other day, is something to be reflected on.

so,

Openness
This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer novelty versus convention. Approximately 24.2% of respondents have a lower openness raw percentage than yours.

From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe
yourself as someone who dislikes needless complexity, and prefers the familiar over the unusual. You might say that you are more conservative than many, but not to an extreme level, and that you value practical outcomes over flighty imagination.

Reflective question: How do you respond to people who have lots of new ideas?

Conscientiousness
This trait refers to the extent to which you prefer an organised, or a flexible, approach in life. Approximately 46% of respondents have a lower conscientiousness raw percentage than yours.

From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe
yourself as someone who is random and fun to be around but that you can
plan and persist when life requires it. From your responses it appears that depending on the situation, you can make quick decisions or deliberate for longer if necessary.

Reflective question: How do you go about organising your workload?

Extraversion
This trait refers to the extent to which you enjoy company, and seek excitement and
stimulation. Approximately 24.2% of respondents have a lower extraversion raw percentage than yours.

From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who prefers low-key social occasions, with a few close friends. You might say that it's not that you are afraid of large parties; they're just not that fun for you.

Reflective question: How do you like to spend your spare time?

Agreeableness
This trait refers to the way you express your opinions and manage relationships.
Approximately 94.5% of respondents have a lower agreeableness raw percentage than yours.

From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is extremely easy to get along with. Your responses suggest that you would say you are considerate, friendly, generous and helpful and you consider most other people to be thoroughly decent and trustworthy.

Reflective question: Is your co-operative preference ever taken advantage of by others?

Neuroticism (Emotional stability)
This trait refers to the way you cope with, and respond to, life's demands. Approximately 84.1% of respondents have a lower neuroticism raw percentage than yours.

From the way you answered the questions, you seem to describe yourself as someone who is generally calm. Based on your responses, you come across as someone who can feel emotional or stressed out by some experiences, however your feelings tend to be warranted by the situation.

Reflective question: Which situations make you feel under pressure and which situations do not?

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i have yet to answer those reflective questions tho. haha, so much for reflection day. but i will, when i've got the answer.

okay, to those having EOYs or
Nlevels or Olevels or even PSLE..
study hard and study smart! all the very very best!

till here then.

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at him because you know it would hurt his feelings"

A missing piece,

2008-09-09T23:37:00.005+08:00

just finish reading afifah's bloggg. sooooo. happy belated bdae to gerald! =) may all ur wishes come true and be happy with ur loved ones!

if she didnt msg me that day, i would have forgotten all about the __________________.
haha, cos as soon as i got it.. I just ignore.
but, after i got her msg, I reflect.
in the end, I choose to delete _________________.
...

bro went off alrd. haissssss.
my mom and dad cant stop "i wonder what abg(brother) is doing now", "what did he have for buke(break fast)", "he must be sleeping now", "how is he" etc.
haahaa. everyone is missing him (including me) alrd! altho its just the first day. haisss.
haissss. i cant stop sighing. haiss.
i guess we just have to adjust to things even tho we dont want to.
haissss. the house is sooo quiet lah. haissss. =(
no more 'wicked laughter', 'loud singing', 'not very funny jokes', 'funny jokes' etc.
but on a brighter note, he's coming back home after 10 days.
will upload pictures soon.

decided not to stay over for band camp. mom's complaining that she'll be all alone since dad's working till morning and bro's not home. dad ask her to sleep at my grandparent's house(paternal side) but she dont want. haha. also, i dont like the feeling of her being all alone at home. anw, for the ensemble.. tbones will be be playing Loch Lomond. we'll be practising from morning till afternoon for it on thursday. since today and wednesday we arent free.

hope tml will be a brighter day.

So you stole my heart, and left me a ransom letter,

2008-09-05T23:46:00.005+08:00

i figured, it aint so hard to be _____.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA. seriously.

thank god for msn and sims! =D
thanks mad AGAIN.

the wonders of bloghopping.
oh, and by request...
im gna put HAMMY back here again!

P.s I even got Sheepy a friend! HAHAHAHA.

red: madura

6/9/2008 12:15:41 AM [m] AQIDAH; haha
6/9/2008 12:15:45 AM [m] AQIDAH; nights sheepy
6/9/2008 12:15:48 AM [m] AQIDAH; i miss hammy
6/9/2008 12:15:52 AM [m] AQIDAH; put him/her back on
6/9/2008 12:15:58 AM AQIDAH; [m] hahahhha, whos hammy?
6/9/2008 12:16:00 AM AQIDAH; [m] OH!
6/9/2008 12:16:01 AM AQIDAH; [m] hahahhaha
6/9/2008 12:16:05 AM [m] AQIDAH; how cld u!
6/9/2008 12:16:06 AM [m] AQIDAH; haha
6/9/2008 12:16:06 AM AQIDAH; [m] okay i will
6/9/2008 12:16:07 AM AQIDAH; [m] ahhahahaha
6/9/2008 12:16:09 AM [m] AQIDAH; yay
6/9/2008 12:16:10 AM [m] AQIDAH; haha

okay, back to sims! gna adopt more pets! and get fluffly (i.e the cat's name. oh anw, kadri if u're reading this..i cant adopt waggles cos its alrd someone else's pet. haha.) off from them.

till then. have a wonderful weekend! =D
much love.

i bet my bottom dollar you're the best.
embrace the moment, Aqidah.

Everything that you feel while listening to every word that I sing,

2008-09-04T14:45:00.010+08:00

lets seeee.

i've been busyyyy. busy with sims, watching tv, online, sims, watching tv. okayy, in other words, slacking. yay, holidays.

anw, happy fasting to all muslim readers! =)

anw, talking about sims- ing. my Baby's OS is not compatible for the sims. =( but, i still can play it lah. only, i have to like uninstall and install it back whenever i want to play. cos it get stuck sometimes. hais. hahaa, but its alright! anwwww,i've got 2 pets now. a cat and a dog. ( actually i've got 2 parrots, one turtle but the cat ate them all. ) and, who says cats and dogs can't be friends, hmm?

haha, they're playing Tag! so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee right!

band starts tml. band camp next week. and our section have yet to meet up for the ensemble practise. haha. i think next week will be busy with sectionals and band prac. there goes my slacking days. sighhhhhhhhhh.

and talking about band, i have to go band all by myself. unlike last year. big sigh. cos my brother's gg to NS this coming tuesday! so, i dont have anyone sending me to band after breaking fast. lala. i wonder how is he gg to do all those NS activities while fasting. haha. ahyaaaaaa. =x

"How do you know when how much is too much? Too much too soon.
Too much information. Too much fun. Too much love. Too much to ask... And when
is it all just too much to bear?"
--Ellen Pompeo as Dr. Meredith Grey

i was just reading my blog's archive.
...and i stopped halfway.

holidays are here!

2008-08-29T19:57:00.004+08:00

Exams over. PUO paper sucked. Okay okay,whats done is done.
Will be posting outdated pictures on how i spent my days when the laptop crashed. Sighhhh. It was only 1 plus years old! =( Since I've got a new baby, im going to use it wiselyy!
Hello, babyyy~

Here goes,

Bartley's Junior Band Festival (26th July 08)

My first attempt to the VCH alone. Okay, with some direction help from Afifah. Haha. At some point, I really thought I was going to be lost. 'Cause I forgot whether I should turn left or right. Oh man. But I remembered that I had walked that pathway before with Kadri when we went to watch his friend's (Asmah) concert at VCH few years back. Kind of relieved when the path became more familiar as I walked. And I succeeded! Yay, me! =D

Reached pretty early. So, I managed to choose my seat. Haha, Kiasu. Saw Carina and other Juniors there, fortunately. 'Cause I realised that I don't want to be alone during the concert. Heh. Oh, saw Nadirah there too!

Bat-Xing's/Uncle Zhexing's/Zhexing's Departure to Australia for OSIP

Presenting.....Bat-Xing! Lalalalal (*Sings Batman's theme song)

Presenting.....The Tan Family! *wink* HELLO RAZ! =P

Bartley's NDP Parade

Self-explainatory. Stop bullying us ah, shyaq. =( We're in 4e3 classroom anw. Didnt take pictures of 4e2. 'Cause everything in there changes. But the feelings felt was nice and familiar. No picture can describe.

Their love starts right here. In this classroom. Haha. Everyone say 'AWWWWW'.
A lot of memories here too. Esp MT lessons 'cause it was held here. Those extra lessons for MT. Me &Afifah purposely reach class late. Like class starts at 8am but we reached there at 9am. Do that in Poly and you'll receive a warning letter. Hais.

Batam Trip

Greek-style Hotel.

Food-Making day!

First Course. Butter-rice and mashed potato.

Anticipation.

Second Course. Roasted Chicken Wing and Wedges and Butter-Rice.

...and a lot of servings. AHAH.

Ice in the blender equals to..?

Ice-blended drinks! YUM!

Anticipate THIS!

After a whole day of cooking. =D
I love herherher.

Long-awaited holidays are here! Oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNA! =D
May you have many many returns of the day!

Fasting month is just a week away! =D
Butbut, I can foresee a very draggy september. =(

So, wake me up when september ends.
and, i really got to stop moping around.

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

Tags Replied!

Kiran; YOYOYOYOYO! I miss you too! Yeah! Must catch up! Come online soon, yeah? =D
Tasha; Hahah, ilyt! Break fast together okay?

2008-08-24T23:20:00.005+08:00

not a very good time to fall sick ah, aqidah.
seriously.
bye while i recuperate.

* just hope ur weekends were better. =D

2008-08-18T11:55:00.009+08:00

Organic Chemistry 2- 22 Aug 08 (Fri)
Fundamentals of Pathology- 26 Aug 08 (Tue)
Pharmaceutical Unit Operations- 27 Aug 08 (Wed)

was browsing the songs that's in my computer. but of all songs, this particular song catches my eyes. "Who I am Hates Who I've Been- Relient K" very very old song. i remember singing this song with kiran bro repeatedly. (in physics class etc) i cant remember why we liked this song a lot that time. but yeah. we did. and i cant remember whether it is secondary 3 or 4. heh.

even tho we're seriously not in tune and we kinda irritate everyone with that song. haha. it's like forever on repeat mode. so, yeah.

-
okayyyyy, exams are arnd the corner. a lot of things happened since my last update. mayb i'll update it one shot after exams.

i heard from the radio that girls have this 'i-forget-what-it-is' (some extra nerve or something) that explains why we tend to 'think too much' more than guys. its kind of proven. yeah, so u can't really blame the girls if we 'think too much' about a small matter since we're born this way. hah. and its not our fault if one day you guys tell us things and we felt really assured that things will go on fine. but a few days later, we'll get the insecurities again. so, be strong fi*. cos no one said its going to be easy. i intend to sms you abt the thing i heard from the radio. but i forgot. =x so, since im here.. i just blog about it ah. in case i forgt to sms you AGAIN. anything, im just a sms/call away. free service. 24/7. =D

so, here i am in the library alone. i've got 5 hrs break before fpath revision. pls give more hints. hah, my fpath is pathetic. very pathetic.

ANW, congrats to sg for clinching a silver for table tennis! somehow i prefer to watch swimming. that adrenaline rush.

sometimes its better nt to know anything. cos when u know, u wont know whether to go on treating the person like normal or maybe to be stern. but when she's ur own cousin and someone whom you'll have to meet once a week, what shld you do? (see, we really do think too much)

this post is super random. i blog on anything that comes to my mind. so, bare with me.

okay, im running out of random stuffs to blog. till my next update.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been

gosh. we must be damn emo at that time. must be kiran's fault.
P.s kiran bro, i've got a million things to tell you.

And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

2008-08-04T19:08:00.003+08:00

received a sweet mms from raz in the morning.
saying "hope this chases all your monday blues away! Have a great day & keep on smiling!"
so, i stayed happy the whole of monday tho,
i wrote '350-250=150' in puo quiz just now and end up gonna fail that quiz badly.
i stayed happy tho fpath quiz is damn hard. i dont even understand the question. cos they ask application questions. so, the things i've memorized doesnt help at all.i end up going to fail it badly.
i stayed happy tho my stomach is killing me. its 'the first day'. shld have taken madura's pill.
i stayed happy even tho i've not eaten a thing from morning. okay, except for pocky.
i stayed happy. i stayed happy. i stayed happy. i stayed happy. i stayed happy. i stayed happy. i stayed happy. i stayed happy. i stayed happy. i stayed happy. i stayed happy. i stayed happy. i stayed happy. i stayed happy.

whywhywhy? cos its hard to stay happy when u're pms-ing and stuff.
so, im proud of myself. and i thnk i shld celebrate.

bon voyage to uncle zhexing! =)
tbone will nvr be the same w/o you!
i cant wait for august and september and october to end.

2008-07-29T14:53:00.002+08:00

GOT TAGGED BY NATASHA :)

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
Europe/any disney land/place where there's a lot of delicious food! (:

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
i sleep a lot nowadays. so currently, my favourite thing to do is to sleep.

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
no.

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
anything. i like receiving stuffs. =D

5. Things you can't live without:
food(to eat), water(to drink), bed(to sleep on), hp(for my daily dose of music). there's more actually.

6. What are you afraid to lose?
Loved ones. every single one of em.

7. If you win 1 million, what would you do?
buy food(mayb a whole year supply of chocolates). buy stuff. distribute some to certain pple. some to charity etc.

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
just have a gd job that can support me& my family.

9. List down 3 good points of the person who gave this survey:
fun, bubbly anddddddddddd she's my fren. thats alrd a good point! (:

10. What makes me happy?
laughter, happy times, and happy things and *.

11. What type of person do you hate most?
i dont hate. i just dislike them. i dont really dislike ppl ah.

12. If you could have a superpower what would it be?
be invisible. so i can stalk YOU! hahhahahhahah (evil laughter)

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
happiness. cos when u've got the happiness that is as big as the universe, nothing else really matters.

14. Who do you think is the most important thing in your life?
you, her, him, you, her, him, them.

15. If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him?
depends on the situation. like u're donating an organ to him or wtv then died during the process, why not? HAH.

16. Who was the last person who hugged you?
no one.

17. What is the one thing you want badly now?
prj and presentation to be done and over with!

18. Whom are you close to?
you, you, him, her, you, her.

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
no. HAHAHHAH

20. If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
a lot. but oh well. i dont look back and regret.
___________________________________________________________________

7 things that scares you:
God, losing my loved ones, losing everything that i once had, no happiness, fails exam, cannot graduate, no diploma etc. im like so tempted to write more.

7 things that you like most:
sleeping, chocolates, music, watching tv, laughing, eating, sleeping, slacking, walking in the rain. i've exceeded the number of items.

7 important things in my room:
my bed (!!!!), pillows, bears, laptop, lights, fan, aircon, wardrobe, blanket, mirror. okay, i've exceeded the number of items again.

7 random facts bout me:
i eat a lot, i play the trombone, i feel uneasy when im in the crowd, i dont like to be the center of attention, im a very shy girl, i hate changes in my life (that's stupid. cos in life there's surely changes. like there's surely ups and downs etc.), sometimes i prefer to be alone, i sleep to stop myself from thinking(that's stupid too. cos i usually think in my sleep. but in a 'dream' form. HAHA.)

7 things that I plan to do before I die:
(not in order)
repent from the bad stuffs, eat a lot, do bungee jumping, pray a lot, tell everyone close that i love them, buy presents for pple, eat a whole year supply of chocolates& chicken rice, stand in the rain, ride rollercoaster (i mean the huge one), touch a cat (okay, mayb i'll do that way way before I die).

7 things I can do:
play an instrument, eat, drink, sleep, listen to pple's prob but i dont give gd advises (i can lend you my ears :P), digress a lot, laugh.

7 things that I can't do:
i cant lie, errrrr. yeah. i cant lie x7.

7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex:
sense of humour, faithfulness, caring, understanding, patient, very sweet, loving and manny more.

7 things that I often say:
ah!?, eh!?, hahhaha, huh?!, errrr, okay, uh.

7 people to do this survey:
Kadri
Afifah
Hariani
Razanah
Jaclyn
Mu En
See Hua
Qing Hui
Shyaqirin
joanna
liping
valerie
yanti

OKAY, U'VE BEEN TAGGED PPLE! (: DO.

2008-07-29T11:16:00.004+08:00

EXAMSSSSXZ!

Organic Chemistry 2
22 Aug 08 (Fri)

Fundamentals of Pathology
26 Aug 08 (Tue)

Pharmaceutical Unit Operations
27 Aug 08 (Wed)

3weeeeeeks more. i can't wait for revision.
but before that, there's PLM presentation. will be presenting infront of more than 50 ppl in the LT.
there's OC2 Quiz 3 on thursday, french role-play today, CSAS3 tml (!!), Apel lesson 7 by friday (i dont understand what the article is talking abt),PLM assignment by next friday, PLM presentation slides &report by friday.
i can't wait for hols man. so, i guess i wont be updating much. its not like i've gt a lot to update on.

also,band wont be the same anymore. with ppl taking leave and all due to mp/sip/osip. but i think they'll all come back latest by october. hurry october! august, september and early october will surely be draggy. hais. i think that's just how things go. oh well.

okay,this post sounds so emo w/o the 'haha' or smiley faces. BUT nvm, let me end this with a lighter note.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
(Boys Like Girls- Thunder)

yeah, i love the rain. (: till whenever.

2008-07-22T13:44:00.002+08:00

the words kind of sink in alrd. i understand why. im just hoping. hoping for ___ to come fast.

2008-07-20T12:56:00.005+08:00

there's a million and one things that i wanna say now. but i just cant form those words into sentences. so, im gonna let it be just the way it is. putting on a facade is so hard when.....

*

honour band performance! (:
it was alright! and they said we played better than during the competition. hahhaaaa. whee! i'll just let the pictures do the talking ah. Mr Tan's NOT leaving!! yeah! (: he even said our section improved a lot! thanxxxxx to SL!

uncle zhexing eats VERY fast! hahha. uncle zx's leaving us!!! :( he's going australia for SIP. awwwwww. no more uncle zx!!!!!

uncle zx & JACCCCCC!

mu mu en en! hahha

no no, thats not my target picture

ah! this is! haha, eh eh. *wink wink*

w/o SL.

JACCCCCCC!!

PICTURES TO SHOW HOW BUSY OUR SL IS WHILE WE'RE SLACKING.

lalala(: look at the foreground. yw's busy making sure we're in tune.

our SL!

busy busy like a bee. eh! hello yanie! HAHA

still busy.

busy.

busy.

busy.

haha, eh. steal my specs!

group photo!! follow SL's pose! mu en!! why u smiling!! hahaha

I LOVE THEM! (: for more, go to Jaclyn's blog

oh, on thursday i met AFIFAH!!!!! =D

i want to feel that happiness forever.

Ps thanx for your help this 3 days. i dont know how im gna face this alone.

have a greaaaaaaat weekend! (:
till then.

2008-07-17T22:38:00.009+08:00

tasha; LAH, since when i become ur makcik eh? AHHAH, thnxx for the wishes. you've got a big what?..
nadirah; hah, i saw mr choy too. but i doubt he recognises me. so i didnt acknowledge him. (: alright! see you this sat!
fifah; thanxx! we met just now! (:
parr0t; hahha, not bored lah. sleeepy. zzzZzzz. but its okay! i still love you! =D
fazilah; thnxxx! (:
lee; haha, u're more pretty pretty! &i love you toooo! thanxx for the wish! (:
mu; hey yo! hah, alright! (:
kadri; (:
mid90; hahah, alright! see you in class/LT! (:

updates plus picsxz soon!

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2008-07-13T15:06:00.005+08:00

a very very very busy week.

OC2 prj due date was on friday so, thursday was a VERY hectic day for us. &there's grp conflict. which was the last thing our grp needs ah! yah, wtv. so, we worked on the prj from 2 till 7 plus. and the next day, which is on friday, from 9 till 3plus.

thursday night was VERY hectic for me. I slept around 3.30am doing my part for OC2 and PLM peer teaching (interview 1)! and since, I've got OC2 prj meeting at 9am, I only had arnd 2hrs plus of sleep. which was bad, cos I REALLY need all the energy for PLM peer teaching at 1530 and continued by band till 9pm. GOSH!

HOWEVER, on friday before submitting our prj (which was alrd done), teacher postponed the duedate to MONDAY! omgggggxxxzzzzzz! nvm nvm. at least, prj is DONE! left PLM peer teaching (interview 2).

anw anw, on a brighter note! TP BAND got GOLD for NBC. &we're the top band. hahha. being the top band meaning, we'll get to perfom at VCH with the rest of the top band next sat. congrats, TP BAND! Mr Tan's patience really paid off. thanx for being there &not giving up on us. =))))) the experience was great! love's solo for movement 2 was great! (:

yesterday was a really great day! (: i love my section! HAAAHAHAHA.

and thanxx to Asmah & her friend (Amina) for coming &supporting! thanxx fr the flower &card! (:

and and we get to see fireworks! haha, so pretty. =D

piccxxxzz time! (:

BEFORE NBC!

TROMBONIST! (:

US w/o SL.

AFTER NBC,

fireworks near VCH! (:WHILE WAITING FOR BAND ROOM KEY,

our beloved SL, YongWoei

uncle zhexing!

Mu en!

Jaclyn!

=)))

the guy who's always smiling, syarif! (trumpet junior)

hehe, pic of the day! lalala.

OKAY, will update some other time. next week will be very busy tooooooo! ARGH. there's PUO, OC2&Fpath QUIZZZZZZZZ, PLM's Peer teaching(Interview 2). &6 more weeks to sem exam. I CAN'T WAIT! -_-

2008-07-07T00:00:00.005+08:00

choose either option (1) or (2):

(1)hot OR (2)hot

note: the part when he widen his eyes.

imy. its been a week.

2008-07-06T23:31:00.001+08:00

This is the way that I'm,
Learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

2008-06-28T21:36:00.002+08:00

must click and seeeee!! hurrrrrrrry! hahahhahahah. anw, my sims character has got a cat! (: damn cute ah. if only im not scared of cats. (:

2008-06-28T16:39:00.005+08:00

won't be updating as much.
Garfield is soooooooooooo lazy, IT reminds me of me.
but, I don't wanna be Garfield.
I wanna be Dexter in "Dexter's Laboratory".
which will of course, happen in 99935898743583872847 years time.
till then.

VS

2008-06-22T20:46:00.005+08:00

sunday alrd. marks the end of my two weeks hols. oh man. i need a longer one, pls. heh.
and tml will be doomsday. cos we'll be getting our results back! results results results.

GARFIELD ON EDUCATION

"Education: It's all that separates us from the stupid. It's the cure for the common clod. It's the best thing to happen to your head since hair! Hey, this isn't hype; I'm serious. Cool cats know the value of education: Without it, you might as well be a dumb dog, drooling your life away.

We all have brains; some of us just don't use them. Which is a shame, because an unused brain will "Odie-fy": It'll dry out, shrivel up and chunks of it could eventually fall out of your nose! It's a fate worse than dog breath.

So, if you want to get ahead, you have to use your head and do the bright thing. And that means school. Sure it's work, but it's worth it. You can really profit from the experience: The more you learn, the more you earn.

But education is about more than money. It enriches you in other ways, from the lessons you learn to the friendships you form. Education teaches you how to think (lest your brain shrink) and, ultimately, turns you into a class act!"

heh, so long pple! (:
have fun on your first day of schooooool!

p.s synthetic route! synthetic route from benzene!! argh.

2008-06-19T19:10:00.011+08:00

(: I will give anything to relive that moment again.

2008-06-17T16:10:00.002+08:00

oh man. busy week. so much for the two weeks holiday. -_-
we're meeting up for OC2 discussion on wednesday at 5pm.
for plm... ? somemore must do that FILA chart.
and my grp's prdt is Omron IA2 Blood Pressure Monitor.
so monday,tuesday is down. left wednesday afternoon/thursday/friday early afternoon to do the PLM assignment. (wednesday prolly having sectionals,friday there's band)
someone pls reply my msg.

okay, bye. im going to un- stress myself till someone reply my msg.

2008-06-15T19:12:00.005+08:00

TAGGED BY NATASHA

Rules & Regulations of this quiz is ...
a) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

b) tag 6 people to do this quiz & thos who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q : If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
A: stone. then dump him. mayb emo a few days then tell myself i deserve better.

Q : If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
A: happy family, with happy friends &loved one (hehe), successful in life.

Q : Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
A: i am real. tsk.

Q : Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
A: kind of. scared that i've got no future.

Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?
A: if for the better, yes. if for his own pleasure/wants..we'll see how.

Q : Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
A: being loved. hehe. (:

Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A: as long as I can.

Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
A: i'll keep it to myself. in fact, if i liked someone..i wont tell him. never. cos there's always friends. hahhaha.

Q : Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A: nope.

Q : Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
A: YES! im a very shy girl okay. hee!

Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A: yeah. (: awww.

Q : Who are currently most important people to you?
A: family, friends, kadri.

Q : Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
A: yes.

Q : What's the ideal perfect relationship to you?
A: nothing's perfect. surely there's ups and downs. so, i dont expect anything.

Q : Are you happy with your life?
A: yes yes yes. except that sch's starting soon. sighhhh.

Q : Would you give all in a relationship?
A: yes. all. everything.

Q : If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?the lousiest one OR the better one?
A: the better one lah. but i will not fall in love w 2 person.

Q : What type of friends do you like?
A: there for me no matter what. understands me. makes me laugh.

Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A: no. i dont look back nor regret.

Q : What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
A: smile. his body language.

6 people I tagged :

KADRI
AFIFAH
LIPING
SHYAQIRIN
RAZANAH
HARIANI

(i chose those pple cos i want them to update their blog. heeeeee!)

2008-06-15T18:36:00.008+08:00

back from band camp! (: kudos to the managing comms!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

/friday
/games (OSCAR!)
/lunch -ed ( w Yanie, Jaclyn &Wang Ming)
/30min sectional plus Wang Ming (or as Zhexing said, 'Ming Wang') cos the rest of the euphos went to take their merit award (Jaclyn was lucky me, Yongwoei &Zhexing didnt want to attend the ceremony. or else, she'll be alone)
/intersection games (tbones &perc. HAHHA. bilal jumped w/o the plastic bag!)
/dinner
/band practise
/night walk (was tight together w Charlie. HAHAA. a lot of 'ghosts')
/kung fu panda -ed (w Jerome, Nina, RAZ, Yanie, Wang Ming, Jaclyn, Zhexing, Bilal, Aaron)
/youtube- ed (w Jerome, Nina, RAZ, Yanie, Bilal, Aaron (who is sleeping))
/slept
/lecturer came in and Nina saved the day! (me &RAZ was busy stoning. HAHAH)
/saturday
/breakfast (celebrate Law wei's &Jingting's birthday)
/chips more -ed w Nina
/combined sectionals (tuba, euphos, tbones) w Mr Tan
/lunch -ed
/combined sectionals (tuba, euphos, tbones, french horns, trumpets) w Mr Tan
/combined
/prizes given to winning grp (my grp won for being the enthu grp. HAHA)
/bus -ed home w Kadri(: (tried to play his psp's games. but still a noobie)
/bathed &ate
/tried playing sims to keep myself awake (8pm plus)
/off laptop after 3 mins of playing sims &lie arnd (8pm plus)
/slept (woke up occasionally to reply kadri's msg. once at 9pm plus. another at 11pm plus. and slept all the way till 10.30am. HAHAAAHA, sorry love)

haha, thats how my friday &saturday went. many many thx to RAZANAH for the choc(s) and watch! =))))

(yanie's long long long hair)

(Nina's cute cute POOH which she brought to sleep. hehe)

(not ready)

(i look sleepy. ehh, i WAS sleepy ah at that time.AHAH)

have a great sunday!
toodles! (:

P.s happy belated 15th.

2008-06-10T16:05:00.002+08:00

=)))))))))))))) hee!
toodles!

2008-06-08T21:27:00.004+08:00

Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart a memory
A perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember

hellooooooooooooooooooooo holidays! friday marks the end of term testssssszx. but OC2 paper was horrible. tsk. so, after term tests there's briefing on electives that we must take for this semester. for PST students, we need to take 1 elective only. choosing of elective is on the 20th June. must put as a reminder on my phone. i tend to forget this kind of things. sigh.
actually, i've got nothing to update ah. HAHAHAAHAHA. okay, bye. gotta search for songs in myspace. and there's incredible tales later! must go and watch! i like horror shows. but im afraid to watch. kinda contradicting but oh well..toodles!

iiiiiiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyy! YY

[edited]watched incredible tales. good lah. now im scared to go to the toilet. must forgt abt the show. forgetforgetforgetforgetforget.[/edited]

2008-05-29T23:06:00.003+08:00

SHORT UPDATE.
HAPPY 19TH BURFDAY, RAZ!!!!!!!!! (:
all the very best for your future endeavours &may you stay happppppy always!
drop by band soon okay!! Y

short hiatus.
all the best for term tests pple!
Toodles~
ImY.

2008-05-28T16:28:00.003+08:00

Tags Replies!

Parrot: HAHAHAH! Thanx Raz! (: someone burfday coming!!!!!!
Tashaa: THANX NAT! (: i love chocs. i know you do too! =))))) YY
Candy: haha, thanx sweetie! :)
Aniza Loves: Hahaha. Thanx, love!
Lee: Relinked! (: eh eh, a'ah. thats my abg. =)
Fifah: HAHAHAHA. cant help it ah!
Yani: haha, okay. what's ur blog add? &which yani are you? (:
QingHui: Thanx qh! =)
Hariani: WAH! thanx a lot eh yanieeeeeee! =D now i will have nightmares of cats singing to me!
Dr jkr: name?

2008-05-26T16:03:00.002+08:00

whee! im officially eighteen! HAHAHA. nothing to be proud of cos everyone has been saying "old, old, old". GRRR. hahah, oh &thanx for all the well wishes (smses, friendster, face to face, blog), presents, and celebration after band! appreciated a lot! =))))) i had a blast! okay, let the pix do the talking.

note my eye bags! :(((

cherry choc cake!

=))))))))))

TK pple &Nina K. HAHAH. People that i didnt manage to take pix is Jerome, Zhexing, Yanie &QingHui

thanx once again! love every single one of you! YY
toodles!

2008-05-24T15:22:00.007+08:00

First &foremost,
I wanna wish a happy 20th burfday to MADHAVI! (23rd May) =)))) may you &sara (erhem2) last longer than long! all the best for ur future endeavours &stay happy always.

this week felt soooooooo weird w/o monday. AHAHAAH. oh man. =x &I haven't touch my CSAS presentation slides yet. I wonder how pple can present for 15mins. I think I can only talk for 5mins or less ah. I hope Ms Anne can spare me with the 'chim' qns after presentation. plsplsplspls! 3 tests next week. Fpath,PUO &French. oh yah! talking about tests, I think im gg to fail OC2!! i forgt the reagent for step-up rxn! but even if I did rmbr, it wont make any difference. im still gna fail anw. GRRRR. PLM was okay tho. &I hope I can rmbr the French numbers! plsplspls dont get mixed up on tuesday! &my Fpath grp haven't touch Fpath Assignment 2 yet. how now?

& David C. won the title for American Idol. Congratsssss! Im still on Archuleta's side tho. :P

term tests in a few weeks time. uhoh!
so I guess I'll be busy studying, yes? heh.

Communication Skills for Applied Science 3 2 Jun 08 (Mon)
Fundamentals of Pathology 3 Jun 08 (Tue)
Pharmaceutical Unit Operations 4 Jun 08 (Wed)
Pharmaceutical Legislation and Marketing 5 Jun 08 (Thu)
Organic Chemistry 2 6 Jun 08 (Fri)

iYysmK! ((((((((:

2008-05-22T23:58:00.021+08:00

highlights of thursday. (22nd May 2008)

its my brother's graduation ceremony. and i gt to smuggle inside. cos they only gave 2 passes for each graduand. ceremony was okay. as usual, there's speeches &performance from the modern dance ensemble. oh, there's loads of food too. =P after that, we went to TM's Seoul Garden to eat. and I gt to eat MY chicken. chey, 'MY' or what. yeah, I've got fetish for chickens. who doesn't? if you don't like chicken, go smack yourself 93857457834678475847 times okay? you're missing out GOOD stuff here. =)) okay, let the picsxz do the talking. oh, yah. i've trade in my phone. cos my phone is at the verge of dying. current phone's picture quality is not as good. but even tho my current phone is not as gd as N73, i still like it cos its not lagggggy &cos its black in colour. whooohoo!

more pictures at multiply! (: okay, got a lot of stuffs to do this weekend!
Grrr!

toodles!
imy.

2008-05-17T20:38:00.005+08:00

more here!

i love the weekends! AHHAAHA. and its gonna be longer this weekend bcos of Vesak Day on monday! whoohooo! anw, this week is the only week that I get to go out. as in meet friends outside school. see the world instead of school or band mates. heh, talking abt no life. AHAHAHA. met up with Afifah. photos can be found at my multiply. but you have to be in my contacts to view it ah. =)))))

today is sooo NOT very productive. i spent the whole day watching 'They Kiss Again' &slacking &eating &more slacking. i promise i will work hard later for PUO, PLM &OC2 tests next week! really! but why do I have this feeling that I will fail PUO &OC2? =x

Cyclone Nargis- Myanmar (3rd May 2008)
Death toll- Estimated to reach 100,000

oh man. =(
condolences.

imysmd.
Toodles!
have a great weekend, pple!

2008-05-15T22:48:00.003+08:00

lalala.
yay! the two Davids got in the finals!

yay to long weekend!
boo to three tests next week.

happy 19th burfday to Shyaq!
happy belated burfday to Jerome & Samuel!

Afifah's gg TP tml. said that there's homecoming or smth like that. how come I dont know anything about it? HAAAHAAA.

i miss love.
HAHAAHAHAHAHHAHA.
he's on night shift today. from 8pm - 8am.
alah, imhsm!
its gna be weird w/o his night msges.
happy belated 14th! ♥♥

actually, the main pt of me blogging is only bcos of the last part.
AHAAHHAHHAHAHAH. the rest was to digress.

okay, till my next update!
toodles!

2008-05-11T16:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORRRRRRRRRLD. (:
including me. to think i've got 4 daughters in sec. school. hahha. lets seeeee.
there's liping, huizi, carissa, anna. i miss every single one of them! loads of loooooove nu-er(s)!

AfifahLove, the answer is deep down inside of you. Y

toodles.
ahhh~ monday again.

2008-05-10T16:32:00.006+08:00

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you i'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed

But I have loved you from the start

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words

Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

there'll be a compulsory sectionals every wed w Mr Tan (i think) from ~~6-7pm.~~ so, many many many sorry(s) to AFIFAH! i cant make it this coming wednesday! =((((((( so sorry,love. make it some other day? if there's anything, im just a call/msg away okay! be strong! and smile cause you deserve it!

[edit]7pm-9pm[/edit] (omg, thats just wishful thinking of mine. 6-7pm. -_- describe 'nvr-check-entry-after-typing'.)

*sigh.

anw, prac yesterday was okay. did movement 3 for theatre music. tbones have got 2 juniors. both girls. Jaclyn and Mu En. i think thats how its spelt. Jaclyn is from TK and Mu En is from *i forgot*. having good juniors pressurizes me. AHHAAHAHA. oh man. =x

a lot of work/assignment to do this weekend. so i guess i've to get started now.

till then.
toodles. (:
smile people, smile.
no one said its gonna be easy.
Y

2008-05-06T22:05:00.005+08:00

there's two things that I don't want to do right now. but I had to.
1) CSAS
2) Fpath

~~OKAY,im not gna do both today. had a long day ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. 9am to 7pm. *excuses.~~

[edit]i just realise Fpath due date is tml. okay bye.[/edited]

..and im growing a wisdom tooth, i think. quite scary. cos its been ages since I last grew a tooth. mother said that it'll grow when you're 18 or something like that. i forgot what she said. =x define 'short term memory' or 'lazy to remember'. BUT BUT BUT, IM NOT even eighteen yet! still got 20 more days to go!! thanks for being advance ahhhhhhh. =(

okay bye. got to do PUO (%$^#%^%&) pre-lab.
i need more ZzzZzzzZzzZzz.
today is a chicken day. i likeeeeeeeeeeeee.

toodles.
imy

2008-05-04T20:17:00.003+08:00

omg. i like his voice. got this.. soothing feeling, yes?
YES! YES! (i can imagine love giving me 'that' look. the same look that he gave when he asked whether I know who is Jason Castro or not. my sleepy eyes literally lit up and i said YES.)
=)))))))))))))))))))
i've been wanting to upload his version of 'Always be my baby'.
but i forgot. HAHAHAA.
OH oh oh! i like David Archuleta too. (:

the weather is so hothothot.
i want rainrainrain.
long day tml. 9am to 9pm.
year 1s joining.
and why is PUO so hard to understand? =(
i end up confusing myself.

its not as if im not blur & confused enough alrd.
sighhhhhhhhhhh.

always be my baby~

2008-05-01T22:43:00.004+08:00

hello, hey, hi, bonjour, yooooooooooo! (:

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in

fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be,

white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.

You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith.

Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming,

they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up,

one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.

Most people turn to the things and people they can trust.

But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause

almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith,

that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

- Dr Merideth Grey

Thank God for Labour Day.

i need this one day break. omggggggggg. its only the second week of school. HAHAHAHAHAA.
my last lesson yesterday was OC2 lab. it was rushy. we did extraction of butyl ethanoate. &i cant remember how to draw the molecular structure of ethanoate ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :((( must revise my OC1 alrd. cos i cant remember anything from OC1 except for markonikov rule. sigh!

must remember to do Fpath! %$%^%^% e-learning. thanks a lot.

anw, band tml. gotta brush up on my ~~outward upward~~. must move slide faster! i think the year 1s are joining us tml. :)))

[edited]onward upward[/edited]

listen to Secondhand Serenade songs. they will make you emo. okay, forget i said that. its not like there's not enough emo people in the world.

toodles.
zhe gan jue tai qi yi
wo bao qian bu neng shuo ming

2008-04-27T20:56:00.004+08:00

wo zhao bu dao hen hao de yuan yin
qu zu dang zhe yi qie de qing yi
zhe gan jue tai qi yi
wo bao qian bu neng shuo ming

wo xiang xin zhe ai qing de ding yi
qi ji hui fa sheng ye bu yi ding
feng wen rou de qing xi ye xu piao lai hao xiao xi

yi qie xin xian you dian mao xian
qing gao su wo zen me zou dao zhong dian
mei you ren liao jie mei you ren xiang wo
he mo sheng ren de ai lian

(P.s: you know the drill. pause the casette-looking-thing first before pressing play above.)
--

my current fav chinese song. omg. like stop it ehhh. HAHHAHAHAHA. must listen. its very nice. go watch the show, damn nice! HAHAAHA.

omg, tml there's school! :(
my subj modules are mostly on chem, phy, maths.
like PUO- pharmaceutical unit operation. something like inorganic chem in year 1 sem 1.
PLM- pharmaceutical legislation &marketing. something like the law of drugs & etc.
OC2- organic chem2. its just like OC1. so, I just have to revise the rxns.
Fpath-fundamentals of pathology. omg! why elearning!? TSK!!

oh yah, tml is the band's tune in. :))))))
must sleep early today. dont want to be late for PLM lect.

TOODLES!
(....till my next update!)

wo xiang wo hui kai shi xiang nian ni
ke shi wo gang gang cai yu jian le ni
(P.S i miss you)

2008-04-23T22:26:00.004+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SWEETHEART, KHAIRULANWAR KADRI!
may you be blessed with all the good things in life! i love you!
&i get to see him in the morning just now. YAY!
so happy happy even tho its just like 15 minutes. =D

third day, and im drained.
i dont want Fpath to be some e-Learning thing pleaseeeeeeeeeee! so confusing. i rather have face to face lecture!!

sorry for being so brief. will update more some other time. my eyes can barely open. &school starts at 8am tml. my purpose was only to wish love a happy birthday, since this day come only once a year. =)))
loads and loads of loveeeeee!

and to the two so-called french girls on my tagboard..
je suis fatiguée!
heh. will reply taggggs ASAP.

2008-04-20T18:04:00.004+08:00

Hey you
I know I'm in the wrong
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
You're ~~twenty-one~~ eighteen

I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
I know it's kind of late
But Happy Birthday

(:

happy burfday to kok kian! (:
happy burfday to guo xiang! (monday, 21th April)

and love's 19th burfday is on wednesday! (wed, 23th April)
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHHAA. =))

school tml. NOOOooooOOoooOOOOO!
long day tml. from 9am to 9pm. due to band. &love's gg band tml!!!! RAZ!! must go also okay! HAHAHAAAHAHA, yay!

also, i've just downloaded "It Started With A Kiss", "They Kiss Again" & "Romantic Princess" OST. some of it, actually. must go watch these Taiwan Dramas, very niceee!! =)) i'll give a standing ovation, if can. hehe. can find the videos at youtube with english subtitles. go watch okay? okay? o k a y? must okay. MUST OKAY. okay? okay? oh kay? heh.

toodles!

2008-04-18T14:41:00.004+08:00

yeah! i've got french with Nata Nata Nata Nata Sha. i think we got the same lecture, FPath too. HAHAHAHAHHAHA, yes. then we can gossip &complain &laugh &etc again! =)))))) happy or what uh. but at least, i've got Mad as my classmate. separated from Nisa, Madh &Natttttt. =((

subjects subjects subjects!
Fundamentals of Pathology
Pharmaceutical Legislation & Marketing
Pharmaceutical Unit Operations
Organic Chemistry 2

there's also Csas 3 (omg!!!!) and Apel2.
i hope this time Csas will not have any impromptu speeches/presentation pls pls pls!
pls pls pls pls pls?
p l e a s e?

school's starting in like...... 3 days.
NOOOOOOOOO!
oh well, got to get rdy for band. got to meet yanie first. =)

imy. =(
&Jay Chou's songs become my companion.

2008-04-17T16:02:00.015+08:00

Even the best fall down sometimes,
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme..

That saturday,me &the girls (Afifah& Natasha) went to watch the SYF outdoor.Natasha wanted to support her cousin from TK.It was a spectacular sight,I tell you.Mostly I love to watch the Drum Majors w their mazes. =))) Three of us were rooting for TK. &we really thought TK would win the title again.But oh well, I have to say I'm impressed w Deyi's Drum Major &Deyi really improved. =) nevertheless, TK did their best. *thumbs up*.Saw Mr Goh there too.Then went to have KFC dinner w Nattatouille. =) i love the fish burger!!! delicious!Got sick of zinger alrd. =(

Got my timetable today.Mostly,I end school at 6.Earliest,2pm, latest 7pm. &I've got French for Cds.Uh-oh.I hope Nat got French too!Then we both can converse in French. &the fun part is, THERE'S NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!
*cough* oh well.new classmates, new subjects.Im gonna miss A7B1.

Love started his SIP training alrd. =(((((( Six weeks. &pple say absence makes the heart grow fonder.Heh. &that monday was our thirteenth. =)))))

huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
rang ai shen tou le di mian
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian

P.s im having diarrhoea.tsk.

2008-04-10T22:33:00.006+08:00

Sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.

-Dr. Meredith Grey

2008-04-09T16:15:00.006+08:00

well well well! ITS SOMEONE'S BURFDAY! :)))))))))))))))
HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BURFDAY NURUL!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE &STAY HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY ALWAYS!
ALL THE BEST WISHES!
YOU'RE LOVED &MISSED!
(anw, the pix is in chronological order. when you're in secondary 2 till graduated)

&& happy eighteenth burfday to yong herng too! great to have you as my classmate. stay happy w *ehemehem*! may you succeed both in SPORTS and academic life. remember you always say these two words.? "Save lives". =P

also, happy belated belated burfday to ShiJia & Dr Lim Kah Meng! =)))

2008-04-08T16:32:00.002+08:00

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies

Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

[ Goo Goo Dolls- Iris ]

as bad as last year's breakfast.

2008-04-03T19:53:00.007+08:00

You look so beautiful today

When you’re sitting there it’s hard for me to look away

So I try to find the words that I could say

I know distance doesn’t matter but you feel so far away

And I can’t lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray

And I wanna come back home to see your face

And I…Cuz I just can’t take it

imissyou. =(

how can you be sick by doing nothing?
HAHAHAAHHAHHAAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA. =x damn.
omg. lucky only flu. oh, my head's aching too.
been sneezing as tho there's no tml.
I think im just making this worst by eating junk food.
cant wait for 9pm, Channel 8 show later! last 2 episodes.
yeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

2008-04-02T16:28:00.005+08:00

yesterday really made my day. I can actually say I'm moving on to the next phase in life. which is Year 2 in BMS- PST. =)))))))))))) yay! i sound 'amazingly' excited.

okay, here's what I've promised.

cute right! :) thanks to Kad. it goes 'baa baa' when you press its stomach. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. =x

2008-04-01T18:26:00.012+08:00

"By the way,can u teach me to write just like you?
You are my karangan inspiration!!"

a simple testimonial can really elevate my motivation level.
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Go, Aqidah, go!

next entry will contain pictures! from band chalet &my latest cutiecutie.

P.S happy april fool's day! =)
i rmbr how we tricked the boys by telling them that they forgot to zip their pants.
one actually said "oh shit!" and pin himself onto the wall while checking their pants. back facing us of cos. OHHHHHHH, the good ol' days. =)

2008-03-30T23:31:00.003+08:00

gray= kiran/emostuff/inksplashy (!!!!!)/ gay brother.

infinity on high says:
keke

infinity on high says:
basket.

infinity on high says:
we tried like 42 times to get a baby

infinity on high says:
but couldnt

infinity on high says:
so we decided to adopt

; Aqidah says:
STOP IT SIAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

infinity on high says:
hehe

infinity on high says:
k k..

infinity on high says:
hahaz

; Aqidah says:
you cant cos u've got NO eggs!

; Aqidah says:
neither of you have anw.

infinity on high says:
i am finding this lame

infinity on high says:
hehe

infinity on high says:
o ya...

infinity on high says:
OMG..

infinity on high says:
WHY DIDNT WE think of tht at first

infinity on high says:
tht we don have eggs

infinity on high says:
should have asked u first sia

; Aqidah says:
hahahhahahaha, STOP IT STOP IT!!!!!!!

; Aqidah says:
you sperm maker.

infinity on high says:
OMG>>

infinity on high says:
sperm maker!!!

infinity on high says:
MAN!!!!!

infinity on high says:
that is some word tht i cant think of a comeback

; Aqidah says:
HAHAHHAHAAH GOOD!

infinity on high says:
man

infinity on high says:
thanks

infinity on high says:
i should try it to ma friend

infinity on high says:
ahha

infinity on high says:
hey you

infinity on high says:
shut up

infinity on high says:
you sperm maker

infinity on high says:
haha

; Aqidah says:
hahhahahahhaha, EH! copyrighted AH!

infinity on high says:
must realli look at the persons reaction

; Aqidah says:
shld look at your rxn.

infinity on high says:
where the hell did u come up with tht word

infinity on high says:
haha

infinity on high says:
i was like laughin ma ass off..

STOP! stop gaying with 'youknowwho', KIRAN RAI!
HE (youknowwho) is straight cos he's got a *cough* GF! *cough*
get urself your OWN GIRLfriend. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA.
=x

2008-03-30T17:27:00.003+08:00

1. Do you miss someone now?
yeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeah

2. Why do you think its hard for some people to understand you?
im not gd w words.

3. What do you prefer? friends before being lovers, or the other way around?
friends before being lovers.

4. Take a line of a song dedicated to the one you are thinking of right now.
sugar we're going down swinging~

5. Have you done something lately that made you feel bad?
nopenopenopenope

7. What did you do yesterday?
slackslackslackslackslack

8. Are you happy?
content.

9. Say something that other people might be needing to hear to know more about you.
I...I...I love/like/adore/love/like/adore/love/like/adore chocs. HAHA

12. What will you do tomorrow?
nooooot sure.

13. If death comes tomorrow, what would you do?
tell everyone I know that i love them &make a will. HAHAHHAHHA! *cough* then, go bungee jumping. eat chocs. touch a cat.

14. What do you want in life?
happiness, love, success, peace, harmony, wealth, happiness, love, success, peace, harmony, wealth.

15 . Who do you want to spend ur life with?
family, friends, kad. :)))))))))))

16 . Do you cry when you have problems?
depends what problem it is.

17. Who cheers you up the most?
kadrikadrikadrikadrikadri(!!!!), afifahafifahafifahafifah, natashanatashanatasha. actually, i can get cheered up by anyone tho their effort is minimal. Heh.

18. Do you like to laugh?
yeahyeahyeah. HAHAHAHHAAHAH. see.

19. Last food u ate?
choc sundae!!!!! :)

20. Do you think people who like to study a lot are nerds?
nonononnonono! they're hardworking &know what they want in life.

21. What's your opinion on long distance relationships?
okay, i guess.

22. What can u say about love at first sight?
dont believe in em.

23. What do you think about loving someone, but he/she is not yours?
loving someone doesnt mean he/she MUST be yours.

24. Have you ever tried loving someone who doesn't like you anymore?
yeapyeapyeap.

25. Have you ever dumped someone?
yeapyeapyeap.

26. Did you ever get in a relationship with someone you didn't love?
no.

27 . Have you ever hurt someone who loved you so much?
yeah.

28. Did you have a fight with someone today?
nonononono. HAHAA.

29. Do you have something you must do right now?
no.

30. Last text message you received?
by kadrilove. :)

2008-03-26T19:44:00.002+08:00

thanks to my dearest phone for making my day.
thanks for restricting me from receiving/sending out msges/receiving calls.
for i-don't-know-what-reason.
somehow the battery went flat by itself even though I've fully charged it.
or suddenly, there is no signal cos the phone could not detect the SimCard. (what?!)
then i received numerous call alerts from SingTel.
informing that,
"(insert number) tried to call you (insert number) times while you were not available....."

SO, please do NOT expect instant replies of sms/thinking that I did not on my phone when you called. since you can't get thru. BUT IF im lucky enough, the battery won't go flat on me &I might be able to reply your msges/be able to receive your calls. IF im not lucky enough, please be patient. cos the N73 decides to give me attitude.

have a great day, people! :)

its only yesterday.but im missing you so.

2008-03-26T14:44:00.004+08:00

Back to the street where we began,
Feeling as good as lovers can, you know,
Now we're feeling so good.
Picking up things we shouldn't read,
Looks like the end of history as we know,
It's just the end of the world.
Back to the street where we began,
Feeling as good as love, you could, you can.

Into a place,
where thoughts can bloom,
Into a room where it's nine in the afternoon,
And we know that it could be,
And we know that it should,
And you know that you feel it too,
'Cause it's nine in the afternoon.

And your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could 'cause you can so you do,
We're feeling so good,
Just the way that we do
When it's nine in the afternoon.

Your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could 'cause you can so you do,
We're feeling so good.

Back to the street,
Down to our feet,
Losing the feeling of feeling unique,
Do you know what I mean?

Back to the place,
Where we used to say,
Man it feels good to feel this way,
Now I know what I mean.

Back to the street,
back to the place,
Back to the room where it all began,
Back to the room where it all began,
'Cos it's nine in the afternoon.

And your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could 'cause you can so you do,
We're feeling so good,
Just the way that we do,
When it's nine in the afternoon.

Your eyes are the size of the moon,
You could 'cause you can so you do,
We're feeling so good,
Just the way that we do,
When it's nine in the afternoon.

[ Playlist Currently: Panic! at the Disco- Nine in the afternoon. ]

2008-03-21T22:28:00.003+08:00

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
--

went to school on thurs after my dental appnt. anw, its BLACK now. HAAHHAHHAA. and the thing is tighter now. irritatingly tight. tsk. but at least i managed to play w the band again! yay! =) happy happy. hahhaa. anw, saw Mr Asmadi! he invited me &afifah to his office. we talked &laughed. actually, i laughed a lot &he said that I haven't changed. one word. happy. no. two words. extremely happy. even my teeth doesn't hurt at that moment of time. HAHA. he actually kept my malay file which was long forgotten. he was planning to bind my compositions &letter writing to use as a sample for his classes. wah! honoured or what. HAHAHAHA. my handwriting was once BIG &NEAT. i wonder what happen to it now. hmm. and and and, i think he's reading our blogs. HAHHA.
so, finally met huizi, aryanti &chloe. its been a year plus i guess. there's val too. but i usually see her in TP ah. hahha. these familiar faces that i love! :) i dont really like changes. i want things to be the same forever. i am fickle-minded. but i dont change my mind on something that i really love. same bunch of friends, same happy moments. but, things are going to change next sem. new class, new classmates, new things to learn, new "course".

i hope wtv im learning now is enough for monday. :(

all the best for performance tml, BMB! =)

imissyou.

2008-03-18T19:24:00.002+08:00

Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

i cant perform w my beloved bmb(AGAIN). im utterly disappointed w myself cos i dont know when will i have the chance to perform w them once again. ARGH/ well, of cos. i've got no one else to blame for my stinking results but myself. sigh.

anw, today was okay. reached school did revision. i nearly wanted to kill paula wally. seriously. we waited about an hour for him. some actually gave up &went home. i nearly died (exaggerate) cos i really thought paula wally is not gonna show up. &i will dramatically fail my cellbio paper again. but then paula wally came along &apologize saying that he thought lesson was from 4-6. as much as i wanted to kill paula wally at that moment, i still laughed. i find it funny. very funny. dont ask me why. i must have gone insane while waiting. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAA.

*cough* so, paula wally came at 3.15 &give us some questions to do. then madh left me after getting the questions. =( meeting her saralove. but its good that i stayed on. cos he gave us hintshints! so, i changed my mind about killing paula wally. anw, im clenching my teeth everytime i type 'paula wally'. but even so, im not gonna be an ungrateful student IF i pass his paper. i really wont. =)

anw, as we waited for paula wally.. here's some incidents that happened.

me: im bored. lets play a game.
madhavi: okay.

(silenceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)

madhavi: lets play the breathing game.
me: okay.

(silenceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)

me: (looking at madhavi) are you breathing?
madhavi: of cos lah. Aqidah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and madh even composed a poem for pauly wally. something about kicking something. better not to say it here. it rhymes w paul anw. to add in some spice, someone actually prank called me. his voice sounds very familiar. but i cant figure out who he is.

guy w no life: hello, Aqidah?
me: uh yah?
guy w no life: jumaat there? (jumaat ade?)
me: WHAT?! (passing the phone to madh)

i cant suppress my laughter any longer. so i let madh do the talking while i laugh.

madh: prank call. there's laughter at the background. who's jumaat?
me: hahahhahahaa, how i know?

i actually laughed at EVERY single thing which is NOT at all funny. sigh.
so, went home w shyaq. talking crap just like in secondary school. i miss sitting infront of shyaq and beside afifah during MT class. talktalktalktalktalktalktalktalkcrapcrapcrapcrap. i like! hahha. Mr Asmadi will always scold us for being noisy and even change our places. but we still continue sitting that way the next lesson. w shyaq's lame excuse for not be able to sit in front. TSK. HAHAAH. i miss sec sch life. i've been saying this phrase countless times. but i guess, we just have to move on. there's no such thing as time machine. but if there is, i would want to remain as a secondary 4 student. cos i think life is going on too fast &i need a pause button. i want to stay sixteen forever.

*cough*reality check.im turning BIG one-eight sooon*cough*

have fun at work, love. =)
dont overwork kay!

2008-03-14T23:43:00.003+08:00

in order to overcome it, you must face it. okay, im facing it &im gonna give my all. wish me luck. loads of it.

anw, happy first anniversary love. =)
this kind of happiness that you gave can nvr be described with words but only can be felt in the heart. i love you!

<3
sugar we're going down swinging.
(P.s: seeeeee! all red! just for you! :P)

(P.ss: Anw, i'll try to reply tagggggs ASAP.)

2008-03-13T16:47:00.003+08:00

what do you do when all your hardwork isn't shown in the result slip.
what do you do when you've studied harder but you get a worser result than sem 1.
cellB was expected.what about the rest?
one word, stupid.even hardworking doesn't count anymore.
evencryingdoesn'thelp.andIwonderwhyImstillinthiscourse.

crap,ineedtobestrongerthanthis.
sucks.

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BURFDAY NISA.
ENJOY OKAY.MAY YOU LAST LONG W WX &ALL THE BEST IN YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVOUR.

2008-03-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

i wonder when will I have the guts to go TP website to check my results.
i HATE taking results.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :((

2008-03-07T22:01:00.002+08:00

updates! my hand's been itching to update. but can't really find the time. since i've been busy playing games. HAH.
it's been a busy week for me! so, here goes!

29 February 2008 (The Leap Day)

met up with Afifah &Nurul! YAY! hahahha, it was fun overall. catching up &all those girly talks. about school life &reminiscing the past. laugh about our kental-ness &whatnot. and, Nurul treat us 2 drinks each at Starbucks. the best-EST part of all is, I get to eat KFC's chicken!! HAHAHHA. craving since 100000000000 B.C. okay, not. but it felt thaaaaaat long. =) we took a lot &I really mean a lot of pix. however, didn't manage to get 1/3 of it from Nurul. since she's not online &she's busy with work. so, here's some of it.

Above: lead the way

Above: the 2 best babes!

Above: my starlight :)

Third March 2008 (Band -ing)

it was a very last minute invitation from Afifah. but I'm glad she asked. =) saw the secondary ones. taught them the Bflat scale. make them hold the notes till they see stars, constellations &whole galaxies. okay, not. HAHA. but, we took a LOT of pix after practise.

Above: trespassers
Above: our love

Above: she love me. me? hmm
Above: of course I do!

Above: we LOVE huiying too!
Above: 2006
Above: 2008

Above: 2006

Above: 2008
Above: things we do in the toilet

Above: pout baby, pout

Fourth March 2008 ( Slacking cum movie)

so, a day with Afifah! after outing with her bf, GeraldTanAikHow, she came over with some goooooodies! hahha! there's chocs &doughnuts! thanks! =) we watched scary movie 3 &of course.. took pix!

Above: GO! green

Above: I got jealous of her long hair

Fifth March 2008 (A7B1 Chalet)

the class chalet with Jessica Yee Zher Way. since she went to Jc. wtv it is, we will always support your decision &stay happy! study hard! =) Jess said that wtv we've learnt from one semester of poly in bio/bms course (approx. around 6months) is squeezed into one month of Jc! man, in one month learning about all those cellbio ~~shit~~ or biochem ~~shit~~. OMG~ anws, we watched horror movie. which was actually quite scary but the guys make it until its damn funny. after watching movie, some went for a night walk, some slept, some stayed up playing cards. i was with the cards one of course. HAH. there's me, Natoo, Jess, Wendy, Candice &Yaoli. we stayed up playing heart attack. you know, when someone screamed 'heart attack' then everyone's hands must stack up so that the person can hit their hands. of course, everyone would want their hands to be on the lower part of the stack. you can actually see the difference in the 'diving' at around 5am in the morning unlike at 3am. it was slow &monotonous unlike the fast &bed-wrecking dive. played uno. but it was a damn slow game. so, we changed back to playing heart attack. candice tried to play cheat by holding pple's fingers! and whenever she yawn, you know by opening her mouth darn big till we can see her throat, she'll ask "cute, right?" and EVERYone kinda puked. HAHAHA. man, im soooo gonna miss A7B1. =) our class will be separated to Biotechnology/Biomedical Technology/Pharmaceutical Science. awww. :(

Above: there's a kid in us

Above: bubblesbubblesbubblesbubbles

Above: dead, sweet, cute

Sixth March 2008

HAPPY 48TH BURFDAY, DAD! =))
thanks for everything!!! LOVE!!!

anw, results will be out on the thirteenth. OMG. I hate taking results! i hope there'll be no supp papers pls! BUT, reality check pls! TSK. so lets enjoy &slack before the thirteenth. before i start killing my brain cells again to scrape thru the papers.
TOODLES everyone! till my next update!

Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me
(P.s: I seriously wasnt angry/sad yesterday.I was touched cox I know you cared about me.You shld know what I'm referring to. LOADS of XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXxxx)

2008-02-28T15:47:00.002+08:00

Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new

So this is the way that I say
I need You
This is the way

This is the way that I'm
Learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad
So this is the way that I say
I need You
This is the way that I say
I love You
This is the way that I say
I'm Yours
This is the way, this is the way

imyL!

2008-02-28T15:23:00.002+08:00

ITS OVER!
yay! come, lets do the victory dance together!
HAH!

my plans?
slack, slack slack, till i rot &grow uber fat! =)
NOT.
im planning to work! still searching tho.
me &nat were thinking about relief teaching just like what nisa's doing.
BUT, what if they ask me to teach!? im cant teach. like seriously.
we'll see how things go. at least i hope the working condition is better than the previous one.

ouh well, on a brighter note..
IM MEETING MY 2 FAV GIRLS TML!
hahaha! &i cant wait!

loads of XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO people!!

oh,imL. :(

2008-02-25T23:18:00.003+08:00

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that is for my beloved Cellbio exam.

I woke up late but NOT that late cos I reached school before 0930.But late enough not to be able to meet love.Well the night before, I've already prepared to sleep around 1plus AM.Like lights close and stuff.
But somehow,I began to feel self-conscious &began reciting all that I have memorised all over again.Well,trying to at least.Yes,all that cells thingy.It was 3AM when I fall asleep, I think.
I couldn't even hear my alarm ring!Slept like a log.Until mother came inside my room &asked what time Im going to school.Woke up and yadayadayadayada.There's a jam at PIE.
I nearly died of having panic attacks.I don't want to screw up this paper &go through all the memorising all over again! (but after seeing the question paper, Im having second thoughts.)Reached school around 0915.

Me: Eh, what's your cell number?
Me: Eh, shit. I mean seat number.
Mad: OOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMGGGGG, Aqidah!

So,tell me why do we have to study cellbiology again?Who cares how they move, interact, divide &signal?I don't.

Okay,back to memorising AGAIN.
HPI.

Basic Microbiology 22 Feb 08 (Fri)
Cell Biology 25 Feb 08 (Mon)
Human Physiology and Immunology 26 Feb 08 (Tue)
Mathematics and Statistics 2 27 Feb 08 (Wed)

2008-02-23T21:24:00.011+08:00

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
--

Basic Microbiology 22 Feb 08 (Fri)
Cell Biology 25 Feb 08 (Mon)
Human Physiology and Immunology 26 Feb 08 (Tue)
Mathematics and Statistics 2 27 Feb 08 (Wed)

omg, cellb.
gasp! i cant concentrate!

2008-02-16T16:15:00.004+08:00

And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end.

Basic Microbiology 22 Feb 08 (Fri)
Cell Biology 25 Feb 08 (Mon)
Human Physiology and Immunology 26 Feb 08 (Tue)
Mathematics and Statistics 2 27 Feb 08 (Wed)

~~geek/nerd~~ study mode on.
foolscap, stationaries checked.
priorities now, SEMESTRAL EXAMS.
cos nothing else matters more right now.

you. of cos you matter to me.
you matters most.
ps- i have our son in front of me. erm, just for motivation. <3

2008-02-14T20:43:00.002+08:00

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
Well they don't mean a thing tonight

happy valentine's day to all.
thanks to hariani for the youtube video.
thanks to natasha for the sweets.
& happy eleventh to you.

2008-02-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

and so, a new skin.
man. i better stop being fickle minded alrd.
it looks like as if im enjoying this changing-of-blogskin-every-now-and-then thang.
but *sigh as they say..
being a gemini,

"Gemini is versatile, fickle, intelligent, creative, quick, neat, and curious.

You can be selfish, nervous, inconsistent, deceptive, changeable, and confused."

so, yah. stop being surprise if i change to another blogskin within weeks.
i cant say days tho. cos this skin is niceeeeee! =))

----
*edited.

how can i nearly forget to put hammy on my new blog skin!?
evil aqidah.
:(

----

And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday,
I spend with you is the new best day of my life.

mysm,evol.
:(
xoxo.

2008-02-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

NICHOLAS, MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD OKAY.

i just dont update daily.

anw, met nicholas aka snake on my way to appnt in 69 on tuesday. as usual, i didnt see him at first. LOL. i cant see that well w/o my specs. so, yah. =)
had a gd time chatting tho its just for a few minutes.
still laughing after every sentences.
still talking about Mr Conceicou's class.
still talk about how slack we are during english lesson.
still talk about how we detest doing compo and always do it last minute.
(cos the lesson is for 2 hours. we slacked and talked crap and eating uncountable sweets for 1hr 30mins. 30 mins for the crap compo.)
and can still dare to compare who get better marks.
so....it's been 5 years alrd.
we crapped together from sec1 till sec4. :)
thanks for your sweets &companion during english lessons kay. even tho your mentos sometimes gave me a headache, (lol, i think over consumption) your sweets are always appreciated!
hahah, so hope to 'bump' to you again someday in school.

nic: so, teacher's day gg back to bartley or not?
me: dont think so ah. go there see who? all like tranfer out alrd. you?
nic: ohh. yah, im gg.
me: weii. teacher's day is like sooooooo far away in september. talk about teacher's day. -_-
nic: ehh sialah, i thought teacher's day is in april siah! hahahhaa.
me: hahahhahahaha. omg. i feel like slapping you. -_-

-

okay, back to my life!
CSAS presentation over!!!!!!!!!
LALALALALALA~
lets do the happy dance.
-_-
okay, stop it.
at first, i was like so nervous!
but luckily...no parkinsons!
oh ya, thanks eh mad for asking me that question.
cos in my speech i told the class this,
"above average looking women tend to be more successful and lead a stress free lifestyle than the average looking women"
based on my research kay. really really.

mad: so, being ________________ ?
me: ......................(note to self: kill madura after presentation)
me: YES! yes! of course! i lead a stress free life! =D (note to self: seriously kill madura)

so contradicting, aqidah. thanks eh mad. tho i kept on forgetting to kill you.
nvm, since you look uber cool &pretty on that day.. i dont wna spoil image.
oh, thanks to naatttt for the toblerone. verrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyy niceeeeeeee! =))
yumyum!

ohya, the red thing on my teeth is killing me.
i need chicken in my life. *sigh.
ouh well.

VOIP is done too!
double YAY!
thanks to faizal. for doing most of the job while me &natt were busy procrastinating.
oppps. :P
but seriously, thanks eh!

did BFA too.
but left only the last part undone.
so, almost all the prj's are done!
BUT, dont get toooooooo happy.
there's still semestral exams!
AND, after that.. there's a long long hols!
yay!

and im grateful for the CNY hols.
seriously.
i need it.
i need a break.

SO, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO THOSE CELEBRATING! :)
IF YOU'RE NOT, HAVE A BEAUTIFUL HOLS &WEEKEND.

imy. :(
XOXO.

2008-02-03T16:54:00.000+08:00

FINALLY DONE WITH THE PPNT SLIDES!!
PLUS SPEECH.

lalalala =x

i just hope&pray hard that i wont suddenly have parkinsons just like during impromptu speech! *groan.

and hope during Q&A. pple will ask me easy questions!! hope my answers wont be contradicting or something.

off to study cellbio now. cellb is such a killer subject. cos, i dont understand a thing.
i lose it after topic 3 and a half. i think the teacher alrd have a black record on me. since i failed his tests more than other tests. LALALALLALALA. =x so, i better start ~~memorising~~ understanding the tutorials and lecture notes. and actually try to pass this test, which is tml.

ohya. haven even start BFA and VOIP.
im dead. urgh!

oh. yesterday, i did some online quizzes! hey, i need some time off that csas thingy..
so, here's some of the results.

Your Love Type
The Protector

"In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.
For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls.
Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.
However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself."

Your Love Life Secrets Are
"Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.

It's important to you that your lover is very attractive.

You like to have someone to show off.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down.

You are able to weather the storm.

Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it.

You hold your head high."

Your Love Song

You and Me by Lifehouse

"Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you"

For you, love is very intense and a little difficult to express.

You Are a Brownie
"Decadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted.
Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are."

Personality Type
The Nurturer

"You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.

A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.

In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.

You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

In love, you express your emotions through actions.

Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!

At work, you do well in a structured environment.

You complete tasks well and on time.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut"

well, some parts are true..

and some parts are definitely wrong.

ouh well...

off to cellbio -ing!

have a beautiful day!

xoxo.

ilysy, love.

like heaven &roses.

2008-02-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

and so, before i get really busy with stuffs..
let me update. lalalala~

went to bnss' concert with razzzzzzz &yanie on tuesday.
saw see hua &gang there.
the concert was great. congrats guys! =)

Fourteen March 2006. [Viva la Musica ll]

(after concert)
call father pick us up. then ask kirin call kadri. hahahas! took pics. goodness. im lyke..... SHY-ing all the way lahs. dont ask me why. i dono why im shy-ing. hehhehehhes! then talked to kadri. i think thats the first time we talked face to face lahs. *ter-happy sehh.* hmms. took pics summore while waiting for my dad. alamakkk. i was STIFF enuff to stand there. and the tot of taking photo with my PHONE didnt come to mind. greaat.. thats the gift of being BLUR. so on the way home i was regretting lahs. grrr. dad send zan2 ; nurrul ; kirin home. squeeze2 lahs. no choice. leaving them to go home alone make me sad. lyke so late alrd lahs. its better squeeze than going home alone.

( cut &paste blog entry on Fifteen March 2006 )

29 January 2008 [Viva la Musica lll]

watching him perform that tuesday just reminds me of 2 years ago. the event that made me happy for months! hahhaa, imagine. & 2 years after.. i felt it again. just like the first time. i fell in love all over again. =)) and and and. the thought of taking photo w him using my phone still didnt come to my mind. tsk aqidah tsk. =x

LALALALALLALALLA~ <3

hahaha okay! moving on...... =)

hectic weekend!
with csas ppt presentation.
BFA & VOIP prj to be completed!
good job eh, aqidah.
start doing just a week before prj dateline!
tsk tsk.

and and and semestral exams!! its like 4weeks from now.
O M G.
with my corrupted cellbio.
and taking half an hour to do one question on two-way anova table.
how to survive?

Basic Microbiology
22 Feb 08 (Fri)

Cell Biology
25 Feb 08 (Mon)

Human Physiology and Immunology
26 Feb 08 (Tue)

Mathematics and Statistics 2
27 Feb 08 (Wed)

im being advance and at the same time.. trying to add a sense of urgency.
stop procrastinating alrd!

here's smth random. (Ms Anna Lim Mei Shan)

If you want a rainbow, you got to put up with the rain said:
I Love You!

Aqidah; said:
lol? random. but ily tooo!

If you want a rainbow, you got to put up with the rain said:
hahahha! no lah. i miss u! and sec sch life.. cus i'm dying in jc.u leh?

IM DYING IN POLY TOOOO. =x
and i miss sec school life!
where i usually slack everyday without fail. and actually have a life.
cant wait for all the tests, prj submissions, presentations to end!

okay, pple. i better stop complaining &whatnot.
im complaining too much. i think its cos of .smp*
HAHHAHAHHAHAHA. =x
ouh well...
have a great weekend! =)
till my next update.

give this song another listen, close your eyes.
sugar we're going down swinging.
ilysm. xoxo!

2008-01-26T16:19:00.000+08:00

starting the weekends with CIP. *gosh.
but its okay, cos i get to eat KFC with my naaaaaaaaaaaa! =)
thank naaaaaaaaaaaa for accompanying. LOVELOVELOVE.
well, nothing much. but its going to be a busy weekend.

with
HPI (hepatic & renal physio), MST2 (topic 4 till 5.2), BFA (all topics) &VOIP (all topics) to study. and not forgetting..pp slides for CSAS.
next tues,
4 teeth lesser.
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find..
You & I collide.

well, no one said its gonna be easy.
xoxo.

2008-01-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.
my gum hurts.
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.
two teeth less.
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.

im home alone now!
but its so so boring. there's nothing on tv.
but waiting for american idol at 10! =)
meantime, i shld do csas outline..
since dateline is tml!!
my group will be doing on cosmetic surgery.
im doing the pros of it.
hmmmmm.
but of cos in reality, im against it. unless, of cos..
when it is really necessary.
as they say, natural is always the best. =)

imysm love. :) i do.
xoxo.

2008-01-21T17:25:00.000+08:00

loosen up.
its the starting of the week.
=)
but im drained alrd.
how? mayb cos i slept late yesterday.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA =x

CSAS tml. CSAS tml. CSAS tml. CSAS tml. CSAS tml. CSAS tml. CSAS tml.
CSAS tml. CSAS tml. CSAS tml. CSAS tml. CSAS tml. CSAS tml. CSAS tml. =x
cellbio tut test tml.
hpi tut test thursday.
semestral exams in 5weeks time.
....and im still procrastinating.
gooooooood job.

tap on the back &so long pple. =)

"There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high
to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more"

XOXO, i miss you. i do.
:D

2008-01-20T19:21:00.000+08:00

anw, the last entry was my 100th post.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA =x
like who cares.

so, my weekends are almost over!
=(
a little productive today.
my little is very minimal, FYI.
studied Bmic. im still worried for CSAS.
it means, i have to do the outline on monday night after band practise.
which is like around eleven plus?
also means, i'll have to sleep late and be a zombie on tuesday morning.
and mayb, with a lil bit of luck...
they might cancel cellbio tut/the teacher goes on MC again.
*gosh.

and so i did it again.
3 times in a row.
i wouldnt be surprise if......

2008-01-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

another unproductive saturday.
tried to study for basic micro which is on wed, 8am!
*groan.
but i procrastinated.
good job!

i feel.....

2008-01-19T17:53:00.000+08:00

we didnt get into semi finals.
but its okay. =))
cos we had fun playing basketball with the class boys after that.
and thanks to Dr Lim Kah Meng for dropping by to support us!!
tho he's having a meeting at 7pm, he still stayed on &give encouraging words like,
"in my heart, ya'll are always winners" & "study hard okay" etc.
he's the best careperson ever! HAHAHAHAH.
ouh how i wish next sem we dont have to change classes! i love A7B1!
=)

we watched our sixth &seventh movie!
iron ladies (omgosh!) and bring it on 2.
hahahhaa, iron ladies' like...erm..no comments! =x
bring it on 2!! watched halfway! =(
must remember to watch it again.
i wna know what happen!!
HAHAHAHAHAH =x

there'll be a lot of tests coming up.
so, i better buck up &study!

...and how am i suppose to do outline for CSAS when we haven't even meet the teacher?
TSK.

i love my weekends, a lot!

i miss you. i do. =x